Old and Young...

Oay! lol....
ok (I wanna break this post up so that you guys won't get too tired reading one post in one shot, see, I'm a considerate guy ^^)


so today Kah Moon commented that I didn't shave and I look old....
I am still confused about this type of comments... me being old and all...I mean, I seem like the most jumpy+bubbly+loud person in my circles and no other mad dude can actually beat me in term of craziness and jolliness... and I thought all that energy would at least make me young... or at least the impression of...

GOD I AM STILL 17 !!!! T_T
why being so hard on me?

maybe I am still traumatized by the comment that sales-guy gave me....

a few of my friends read that post and when they looked at the picture... none of them disagree.... that indeed I look like a father....gosh...
and Ash (my college friend^^, a girl btw) said I look mature for my age....
okay.... still blur about this @.@

maybe I sleep too late these days....
very unhealthy...

and why am I so frustrated about this in the first place?
LOL....
I suppose I always wanna be the cute boy in front of my friends...where they take care of me and I hold no responsibilities....
when I am the elder brother....
and I get blamed for everything.... T_T

so yeah.... I look "old" huh?

(BTW WILLIAM WANNA DYE HIS HAIR!!! OMG! LOL... I mean...yer.... I want too...but I'm still confused whether to keep my hair colour and approach a raw/dark look....(where I grow a little more facial hair...that looks sexy~~and I may look older.... or go for lighter shades,a cleaner and young look not to mention playful...and Korean.... hmmm...) take getting brain disease into account.... XD
I guess...I let my hair grow long enough...and approach a hairstylist and let him do the suggesting...




I honestly love the grey/black more....maybe its the photo quality effect...
Ok la...see me in this in the coming future ^^







Conclusion = I'll wait for 2 more months.... and I'll get more sleep for you arses to stop saying I look old-.- ISKH!

One of the nicest time of my life...

its been such a long time since I actually enjoyed life... and feeling joyful...
or maybe I do every moment except it doesn't last...

but 2 days ago...on Wednesday... I really enjoyed my bloody time and being with my friends~~
on Tuesday I've decided to watch Narnia and Indiana Jones... alone ...T_T

on that beautiful night....
*ring ring*
(actually my house phone doesn't ring...its like another tune made up of chirping of birds...)

"hullo?"
"hello, May I speak to QZ pls"
"speaking...(that was a unfamiliar voice btw, so I was guessing which fool is calling me...)"
"Do you know who I am? hehe...you guess.. ^^"
"har...erm...(I am tired of playing games la my god, but the guy's voice seems playful...so scanned through my brain for playful-voiced friends)
"Jin Chong ah?....nono XiangHui ah?....nono...."
"har? you really don't recognise me already? I'm your classmate ah..."
(@.@ since when I gave my house number to my college friends.....siapa ni wo... suddenly I thought this guy must be dangerous cause too many weird guys come kacau me liao >.<)
"OH! I know liao! So what's up? (even though I dunno who on earth he is..)
"you know liao? then say say, what's my name..." (boy, he had to ask...)
"neh..you're the...Iskh..." (but judging by his speaking style I already knew who he was...but I suddenly forgot his name...)

After trying to avoid answering his name.. he finally told me..
"The Rock la...you have forgotten about me already?" (SCREW YOU FOR NOT BEING SPECIFIC WHEN YOU SAID SAME CLASS)
"nono, of course not...so what's up?"
"wanna go watch Narnia tomorow?.....................................

*wink wink*
wow, that was odd, the rock wo...ask me to hang out~~ so rare...actually that never happened before...
lol...
so on Wednesday, I was feeling happy about watching the movie cause at least I have friends to accompany me...
they were waiting at the Green Box area
and Chee yee and Ee Jun were there!
then we went back down to have lunch...
and my stupid claypot chicken was so...spicy T_T

then we chat about our future...
and damn, I am so bloody damn green with envy....

YOU GUYS READ PROPERLY AH!!!

CHEE YEE IS GOING TO U.K
THE ROCK IS GOING TO USA
AND XIANG HUI IS GOING TO FRANCE!!!!!

O.O
@.@
what on earth... and I don't know where Yee Wei and Ee San are going either... must be heavens too...

those are the places I would kill to go... especially U.K....I wanna study in LSE le....
I hate myself for not studying during form 4 + 5 =.=

then we went back up to buy tickets....and sadly, no more tickets were available...
so we ended up thinking what to do...
I WANNA WATCH NARNIA LA!!!!
T.T

out of nowhere one of us screamed...LETS GO SING KARAOKE!! in Green Box!!
(I think it was me~~ =p)

so we got into this room, which was New York themed~~ very beautiful and high tech~~ got standard la!
EVEN BETTER THAN STUPID RUBY WHICH I PAID RM20 FOR NOTHING!!...
I just paid Rm8 for this one with free drinks and snacks and I sang like mad for 4 hours~~~
wow...
haha, and EE Jun is undeniably music/voice genius ^^
very entertaining~~ I recommend him to you guys so next time when wanna go Karaoke, must bring him along~~
and everyone sang! yay~~ which was just so relaxing and no stress at all..
and I found out actually I can sing decently...LOL
so good la~~ at least next time not takut liao...

then around 6 something we all went home..I wanted to watch Narnia alone...but I had a meeting with my class rep. on class assignment...
he didn't show up though...
blame it on MSn...

BTW A XIU MOI MOI CHECKED ME OUT! AHAHAHAHAHAHAAH XD

CHEE YEE WAS SO JEALOUS~~ =P BLEK!

Conclusion = I WANNA GO KARAOKE AGAIN! WITH RURU!! AND JESSICA... I SERIOUSLY NEED TO FIND A KARAOKE PARTNER LA.... ALL OF MY FRIENDS SING CHINESE SONGS... AND NONE CAN SING ENGLISH SONGS....PITIFUL.....

Kena tagged again....=.=

The rules are:
1. The rules of the game get posted at the beginning.
2. Each player answers the questions about themselves
3. At the end of the post the player than tags 5 people and posts their names, than goes to their blogs and leaves a comment, letting them know they done got tagged and to ask them to play and read your blog.

What was I doing 10 years ago (1998)?
i) being innocent...going to primary school, getting bullied...
ii) watching cartoons...
iii) playing football with my buddies....( I miss you guys...T_T)

5 things on my to-do list today.
i) play the piano
ii) watch Desperate Housewives
iii) study
iv) read a novel
v) work out a little..

5 Snacks I enjoy
i) m&m
ii) Ice-cream
iii) nachos
iv) popcorn
v) fried seaweed...

5 Things I would do if I were a billionaire
WALAO BILLIONAIRE AH?
i) I will produce my own clothing line, cologne line, merchandise line, retail line blah blah to generate more profit...I always wanted to design my own clothes and style ^^
ii) charity
iii) own a restaurant, pub
iv)travel around the world and enjoy live (spa, yoga, everything high class la)
v) save money, fly to UK do my Alvl and study in LSE

5 of my bad habits
i) sleep late during holidays
ii) procrastinate...
iii)messy...
iv) forget about things...
v) tend to play a lot...

5 places I have lived
i) Kepong
ii) Nilai
iii)Tampin
iv) Seremban
v) K.L

can I don't tag? I am tired of this game already...please...
5 people I tag :
i) Rinmomoto
ii) Ray
iii) Ryan
iv) Stephanie
v) Kaylie


Conclusion = Tagging is no fun anymore...

Another day in K.L....

there's a Book Fair organised by popular in KLCC if you guys don't know about it..go check it out!!
its 5 halls big!! and tons and tons and TONS of books for you book lovers ~~ walao...when I entered I almost faint..lol

(btw my admission was free cause I'm not 18 yet ^^ yay, lol... being underaged still got its advantages ~~)

so I got in there and met up with my aunt and my "baby"!!! he's as cute as always~~ and poor thing, I dragged him around browsing for books.... and it went on for hours.... but of course, I let him wander off a little bit to check out the kiddies place...
so I chose 6 books and decided to search for my aunt who apparently was waiting for the arrival of our Malaysian's first astronaut .... lame=.=
and as I was walking by booths and counters...and many salesman/salesgirl.....dragging and hugging my cute little cousin by my side...
one dude, salesman..around his twenties or maybe even thirties... who cares...
came up to me, smiling... and asked
"Is
That
Your
SOn?"

WHat ThE F***??!!!
major insult~~~ insult alert~~~ insult alert~~~~eee nor eee nor~~~
maybe I was pissed off...I gave him my wtf look and didn't even cared to give eye contact and said "Nooo~~~"
still appalled by the scenario...
I turned my head a little and gave him my very cocky look and said..."Dude, I'm just 17"
and walked away....
His numerous "sorry(s)" echoed away...

-.-....
me...a father....WALAO....=.= with my looks?......walao!
either he plain stupid or he gay trying to think of something to talk to me or I really look old....
T_T

but luckily, my dad agreed to buy me those books...so me very happy...
if not I would be smacking his head with Dictionaries and strangling him until the light fades away from his eyes=.=(Seriously, do I even look like a father in the first place? -.-)


after that, I walked out of that place...to Suria KLCC...across the garden place thingy...with the water fountains and stuff.... and I wow, the view is absolutely magnificent...(sorry guys,my camera phone too shitty, 1.3 Megapixels only...so..) you gotta see it for yourself, absolutely stunning! I walked towards the food court...mum mum lo...I missed my lunch...cause before coming to KLCC my mom went to Petaling Street with my sis...meaning I went KLCC alone before them...and I was rushing to meet my aunt...=.=










so I had dinner~~...a replacement for both meals...which is totally not healthy...
(Spaghetti and Apple Cinnamon Waffles~~)

then ah...just walk around lo...and browsing....
and I just realised my stamina isn't as great as it was long time ago...
maybe I really am getting old...last time I can walk in 1 Utama for the whole day le=.=
tried out some clothes...but didn't bought them....
then well...got home...

Objectives for this holidays = must finish at least 2 books XD !

btw I saw this in the petro science place, the words are actually made of recycled materials~~
very cool le~~
Reminder to all intelligent homosapiens, please recycle and reuse materials....
save the world, save humanity...


and when I got home, my mood was a bit bad...
so I did something very very naughty....(the pictures will do the talking....)








Conclusion = I need to look much younger...

Arigatou gozaimasu....

Let's go back in time .... to last Friday, which is 3 days before if you people can't count....
or was it 2 days ago... @.@
ok, just the Friday before....

where I was in a really really bad mood...cause of the rain and the long waiting and weird seniors looking at me..-.-
so TXY invited me to a dinner on that day, where the appointed time was 7.30....

so I rushed back home from K.L...and reached home around 7.40...great... cause of the traffic congestion and stuff....

anyways, I was wondering..why a dinner all of the sudden?
I got a small piece of the answer when I entered Rux2nub's car because well, she was sitting beside him too, and she was holding a beautiful wrapped present...
hmmm...fishy fishy...
(I am talking about the present)
and while we're on the way to her house, I was confused and guessing....
and pop! I just remembered...her birthday is somewhere around MAY! but I totally forgot about the date...

and when I reached her house, I grabbed LWX and asked her about it and yeah, her birthday was actually on the day before,Thursday (AHA! so I can actually count ^^)
and being the silly me, I sent her a message on the spot..lol
and she looked at me with this expression O.O and commented that I'm lame ...
yeah I agree on that..lol (fun ma...)

and BOY! the food is totally delicious!! and so many choices!!! OMG...ITS LIKE I step foot on FOOD HEAVEN!
so I ate and ate and ate..
and ate...
and I never had been this full for a very very long time ....Uwa~~ :)

(AND THE DESSERTS ARE UTTERLY FANTASTIC! I really love the fruit tarts and those Jelly thingies and the mango pudding.... so so so yummy~~! )

we chat...and ate... and doing some catching up on each other's lives~~ and cracking up jokes...
you know ... those stuff ^^

BTW XY has a cousin who I personally think (and ruru too) looks like DAVID ARCHULETA!
OMG ...(and I forgot to take down his picture...bloody...)
just a little boy though, very very cute
Kawaii !!!!

SY and Phyllicia...I dunno why, Phyllicia decided to go Kawaii mode..not bad ^.*

William,Ray and Phyllicia~~
Phyllicia and da Burfday GAL :3
You tengok... dunno what is MZ telling ST.... all that chaos... (lol I look so innocent..)
How come my picture is the only one that isn't clear...Aouh! You caught me off guard... >:3
~*~Magical Moment~*~ (aww..look at you...embarrassed huh? hehe ^^)
Look at those cakes >.< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 51, 102);">P/s = BTw ruru...don't have your picture le.. T_T
and sorry XY..didn't got you a present, maybe Christmas lar har ^^

Conclusion= Thank you guys so much for all of this...I really appreciate and need this... its a state of bliss I will never forget XD Mukya!
(maybe not going to that KL Tour was a good choice...LOL, I have no friends there >.<)

A lot about me...

What Wong Qing Zhe Means

You are very charming... dangerously so. You have the potential to break a lot of hearts.
You know how what you want, how to get it, and that you will get it.
You have the power to rule the world. Let's hope you're a benevolent dictator!

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

You are deeply philosophical and thoughtful. You tend to analyze every aspect of your life.
You are intuitive, brilliant, and quite introverted. You value your time alone.
Often times, you are grumpy with other people. You don't appreciate them trying to interfere in your affairs.

People see you as a complete enigma, and only you truly understand who you are.
You spend most of your time introspecting and seeking truth.
You're a very interesting person... but not many people know you enough to realize it.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.





You are incredibly wise and perceptive. You have a lot of life experience.
You are a natural peacemaker, and you are especially good at helping others get along.
But keeping the peace in your own life is not easy. You see things very differently, and it's hard to get you to budge.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.


Interested in knowing what your name means?
please click on this...
http://www.blogthings.com/whatsyournameshiddenmeaningquiz/


P/S:WOW THIS ALMOST 100% ACCURATE....
(EXCEPT FOR THE VERY POSITIVE ONES...)


Conclusion : Thank you Ray...

A hole in a shoe...

Ai yai yai...for the first time since a very long time... I got pissed off by the natural downpour from the heavens.... its not like last time anymore...when the rain was clear and cooling...now its just acidic and it evaporates so fast that after a full downpour...it actually feels hot...
and KL is the mother of all hells.... at least in Malaysia...

Its been raining for three days straight since Wednesday... and during the same hours...around 5 in the evening...and god... it really wasn't a comfortable situation... on Wednesday, it was already raining when I got out of the lecture hall... and thank GOD! I saw one of my guardian angels, Ivy (not the real spelling) and her friend,Evonne gave Yi yong and I a lift back home...and luckily, Yi yong brought along his umbrella...but its just a mini one...so a part of me still got splashed...

and while walking in the rain...we passed...trees=.=... and Yi yong said not to worry...
and I was panicking and shouting "BUT ITS RAINING HEAVILY AND LIGHTNING BOLTS ARE LIKE ZIG-ZAGGING EVERYWHERE!"
"Don't worry la... you're taller than me..." was his answer...
I threw him this look -.-
and shouted :"YOU STUPID! WHEN LIGHTING STRIKES THERE WILL BE A 5METRES RADIUS SHOCKWAVE, YOU WILL KENA ALSO LA!"
(either that is crap or it is a fact...I remember I read it from somewhere..LOL but it did shut him up and made him panicked)
HAHAHA

and the trees are seemingly getting taller and taller...
@.@ and definitely scarier... and I don't know why... I so stupid... we ran with the umbrella..and the friction of the wind plus velocity and kinetic energy whatever flipped the umbrella and broke one of the metal rods thingy of the umbrella....LOL..really embarrassing.. the umbrella was literally inside out=.=...

then luckily a petrol station was nearby and we stopped there for a few minutes and decided to run to fix the umbrella and stop by a nearby cafe so at least we could rest and do some work...
It was hours....of waiting...and copying of name list...till the rain stopped...

did I mention.... that my shoe....the one for the left foot actually have a small hole on the soles...and water just keep going in...
utterly disgusting...=.=
and when I walk...it squeaked like I'm wearing baby squeaky shoes >.<.... and the wet feeling of squashing dirty water and dirt every time you take a step...its just ..so... EW=.=...
and the next day, before going to school...Yi Yong said he not going to take his umbrella... and I felt something weird about it..but I ignored that statement because I was still have a asleep and getting ready for school.... and then the droplets of clarity came during afternoon too... when Yi Yong and I were walking towards the sports complex...to check out the societies booth...
AND I REALLY DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY THEY ONLY HAD IT FOR A DAY....
I don't have time to check it out le... half way through the parking area and just 20 metres away to the entrance and
BAM!
rain came pouring down like nobody's business... and I had to run back.... cause if not I wouldn't make it home..as I thought.. and Ivy and Evonne invited us to join their ride....
wow... they're such wonderful angels :) HAH....things ain't that pretty though... Evonne parked her car outside..which is like 100 metres away.... and Yi Yong forgot to bring his umbrella...(don't ask me why I don't have one...I lazy+forgot to buy long time ago..) so we had to walk to her car=.=.... and when we reached the LRT station... still had to walk...and we took cover near Jusco...but still, unfortunately got wet in the process... I don't know why.... I accidentally said... "My God, this is disgusting...my feet are wet...and I feel sticky....and dirty... feels like kena rape several times...except you're fully clothed..." and Yi Yong couldn't stop laughing... >:3

and so, we walked into Jusco....and dry ourselves...and poor cleaners...they just moped the floor..LOL....and my left foot was like "Squish squish squish"....and black water kept coming out...
pity them...sorry ah ^^
and we went around browsing...till the rain stopped....
and we ran like idiots back to EGGHOUSE....
(btw we saw this on the way home..so polluted...wow..LOL)

and that day was Thursday!
so got "Pasar Malam" again...haha...
and goodness...lots of people, lots of trash and lots of food...though the sum of price is definitely more expensive....
(oh shoot! I just realised I forgot to eat the chocolate balls and kaya balls I bought...noooo....)

then came Friday...
yes! last day of lectures before the holidays....
and after that all... I went straight to make my ID card..
and I waited..
from 12pm..
and waited..
to 1 pm..
and waited
AND WAITED!
till around 2.30pm...till I can finally leave my forms on the tray! -.-
(OH YEAH I SAW SOMEONE WEARING A SHIRT WITH
"MASTURBATING EVERYDAY IS NOT A SIN" written on it..cool~~ I wanted to take a picture..but I was shy >.<) and at that point I was freaking hungry already...so I went to mum mum at canteen... and I didn't expect what was coming after that.... I bought my food...walk across some tables...and I don't know why... a bunch of seniors turned around to look at me...either I look cute or totally ugly and weird.... >:3
then I sat down beside Christine.... where she left me 5 seconds after...so I was facing a friend I met on Orientation Day...

and Christine told her I am her little brother....typical=.=
and goodness...she kept asking ..you know.. things people ask about family
like "WOW! you guys are twins? so cool!"
"you guys always argue?"
"you guys hang out a lot?"
"she seems to be very active and smart, you never notice how she manage her time? what does she do at her room?"
we even talked about our childhood dreams...and what we did as children...
(I had to make everything up....)
at one point she said "wow, Aquarius people are very interesting! "
and I was like "har? Aquarius? (cause I'm Libran) "
and she said "har? isn't your horoscope sign Aquarius?"
and I went O.O (shoot! GG-ed) and replied "oh yeah lo...haha I suddenly went blurred when you suddenly mentioned the sign ...sorry"
and phew...luckily she believed me...
and all this went on like for at least 40 minutes...Goodness..
then I started to laugh at myself for the silliness and all...lying and stuff...the answers I gave...
(AND I AM BLOODY DAMN GUILTY)
but its funny cause I kept saying "My sister"....
and it kinda felt natural...(shoot...I am a bloody liar!)

Sorry miss...I just had to play along....=.=
(Christine you're mad...)

and so I went back at 4pm to collect my Id card... and unfortunately, they haven't even start printing!=.= My coursemate who was one line behind already had her ID card done...
I really want to set their sorry arses on fire during that moment...

I can't wait no longer and decided to go home...
because there will be a party at 7.30 pm in Xin Yi's house...
and what a sucky friend I am... I totally forgot about her birthday... =.=

just when I was gonna leave EGGHOUSE...it started raining again...
thank god my housemate Hui Yi has an umbrella ..but...
(this picture will explain)

Yeah...I walk around the streets with this for a good 10 minutes.... WOW...
HAHA

and thank God I met Siew Hui and her PBSM friends on the way home...
if not I would be lonely as hell...


Conclusion = 1. I need a new pair of shoes...
2. I need an umbrella.... ella...eh ...eh..eh..
3. I need to check my birthday reminder regularly....

Sorry ...I'm tired...

as the title suggests..I'm very sorry...haha, for not updating actually...and keeping this blog alive..
I guess I'm just tired...and lazy... I mean a LOT of things happened...weird...dramatic things...funny things.... and bizarre things too.... sorry...
like the last time before I even started my first week in college... I had a steamboat/dinner thingy with my pals from the Prefectorial Board and a BBQ with my former classmates..
which was absolutely fun and yummy! XD and I admit I had a wonderful time...with my friends and all...

and after my second day in college...the pressure actually slowly started to rise..
yep...3rd day! maybe I'm too sensitive..but really...seeing all your peers rushing and grabbing seats in the lecture halls...Jotting down notes like mad! @.@ revising like mad!! reading like mad!!!
OH MY GOD!!!!
and I realised...I'm the only one who is reading a romance novel....-.-

and well, the rest of the days got excited too..
1. my chemistry teacher asked me a question in front of all that people @.@
(damn, shouldn't have made eye-contact) -.-
2. my general paper teacher commented that I look like Korean, so cute (her exact words)
*P/s she didn't add the word "star" behind Korean though...* =_= ....
LOL
3. oh yeah, I am the assistant class rep. !
not official yet though..I think...cause poor dude, he was looking for an assistant and everyone just ignored him...wow... >.<
and so I volunteered...
4. My got to know new friends ^^ funny and noisy ones...and I don't know why..I just realised Christine,Yi Yong and I stick to each other like glue...and people kept asking questions... and we lied that Christine is my twin sister...
and people actually buy that! O.O
WOW~~
(I feel guilty though...for lying...LOL)
5. I got to know this liang moi from A class ^^
wa~~~ lol, I have the right to keep the details to myself..
WAHAHAHA

then oh, on Friday Yi Yong and I were so excited to go home and we rushed like mad back to EggHouse to get our stuff and rushed back to the LRT Station...
and we decided to buy a Touch-N-Go card at the counter...
(different from the one where you buy tickets...)
(LOL...sorry I had to add to this entry...)
(at least you guys don't just read words)
LOL Mukya! XD..
(someone smack me-.-)
Ok...and the funny part is...I was carrying my school bag...
and holding 2 boxes and Yi Yong was carrying 2 bags and my laptop...
and I can quite say we look a bit like idiots...-.-
and after purchasing the card..we thought it could be used straight away... and we kept sliding the card for a good 2 minutes....and kept wondering why it doesn't work...
then I suggested we ask the counter...
and I don't know what Yi Yong ask...or maybe the counter lady saw all the action of stupidity...
when I got that..the counter lady and her co-worker are putting on a "compressed smile" or whatever...like they're trying to retain themselves from going
"HAHAHAHA YOU BOTH ARE TOTAL DUMB-ASSES!!!
YOU LOOK LIKE AN IDIOT AND YOU LOOK LIKE ANOTHER JACK-ASS!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA XD"

-.-
I was embarrassed like hell... T_T
my point is...
the card needs to be reload-.-...

then on Saturday I just rested my ass off...just sit down and toy with my laptop..
and sleep...and bought some stationery..and for I don't know how many times already, GOD!
Jusco is packed with people! O.O
for a moment I thought I haven't left K.L -.-
and on Sunday too...
where I hung out with Jessica for the whole day...since its on sales and stuff
we went to




(choir from Heaven: Hoooooooooo~~~) @.@
and bought some stuff..
but before that...we tried on so many different fragrances and Jessica bought 2 bottles...haha
very fun indeed...

then we just browse all around the place...
and we went to watch "Speed Racer"
LOL...
(I wanted to do a movie review..on "What Happens In Vegas" and "Speed Racer" but I am kinda lazy..so if you guys really want one..just drop me a message...I don't wanna type nasty things or exaggerate about a movie and no one's gonna read about it...that's a sad case... >.<) but I give you this..."Speed Racer" is not as bad as expected... so back to today... WESAK DAY!!! and today is a public holiday!! so I slept like a pig and rested like a King... like hell that happened=.=... instead.... I had to get up 5 something this morning to get ready to go to college! O.O -.- T_T I'm such a sad bloke... because tomorrow's Orientation and I still don't know why on earth I volunteered to be a helper of the event.. so today there's a meeting.. a horribly long and actually empty one...and boring... -.- honestly, it could have finished in 1 hour.. instead I waited there from 8 am till 1 something in the afternoon... and the worse had yet to come! >:3
after lunch with Christine...
I had to take the Taxi home...so I got on one...and the Taxi drove near to my college's entrance and picked up another 2 guys, who are the committee, I kinda know them...
and I was thinking...
YES! Thank God, another 2 is coming to the same station so we could split the fare ^^
and when we reached, that BLOODY FUCKER!
(I am so sorry if its offending but this will never be more offending if you were in my shoes)
he ASKED ME TO PAY RM3.40
AND THE OTHER 2 TO PAY RM3.40
because we're 2 parties....!
we said we're friends and he kept insisting me paying for myself=.=
and he said he picked me up from another location meaning we weren't together...
wa so good at calculating.... I wanna do business also not that geng...
ISKH!

GOOD LORD! its just a few more walks away...
THAT NASTY ASSHOLE!!!!
T_T
I no money lar...
and on Wesak Day pula...
which is suppose to be Holy~~
@.@

and now I'm here...
tired...
angry...
and apologetic...

Conclusion= Taxi Drivers.... You watch.... =,,=

2nd day in college...

was very very fun!
yesterday, one very cute lecturer from dunno which department came to give us a talk on "8Tips to Succeed in Life" or something like that... and damn, that guy is very funny! XD I mean the things he do is very silly and he really looks blur , in terms of expression...
very intriguing talk, really.

but before that some society's committee came to introduce themselves and stuff...
well, not very excited about that though...
so after that I had lunch...
then I ran outside of the entrance gate...
and off to KLCC

yep, that's what I did...
LOL cause the activity after that was some ice breaking game thingy....
and I was invited by my housemates to watch a movie...
(Ma if you're reading this, don't be worried..I'm a good boy and I'm spending dad's cash properly..)

then shoot...suddenly my stomach was aching...
haha, so I ran to the wash room to negotiate a million dollar business ^^
and god, the one beside me is way more experienced...I think he's making trillions...and what noises he made...
and then I went to Kinokuniya with Yi yong to check out the A lvl books...
unfortunately..they're all wrapped up=.=
nevermind then....
and good lord! the manga section is HUGE!!!
no I mean HUGE!!!
NO I MEAN HUGGEE!! O.O
lol, Solja boy..if you get what I mean... (if you dunno...go download Solja Boy(or is it Boi) - Crank That )

and there's even a section behind where it sold Japanese Materials...
wow...
interesting...
and there's a big section too on music pieces...
(sorry Shawn...no orchestra works..maybe I missed them)

then we sat at Signature I think..a foodcourt
to meet my housemates..
and wow, Psychology really is amazing...
we all were reading the books and discussing about random stuff..and joking hilariously...

then came the highlight of the day!
We went to watch "WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS"!!!
and damn, its really entertaining and funny..
I utterly love Cameron Diaz
(don't worry, I'll do a post on the movie this weekend)
and the cinema was huge!!!
no I really mean its HUGE!!!
O.O

then we go makan dinner lo~~
yummy~~

then went back to "EggHouse"
and later watched "Desperate Housewives"
and oi oi...
that's all...
LOL

(btw desperate housewives was definitely a fun watch...as always)
(and my 2nd day is on 13/May)

Conclusion= I still cannot believe studying in Tarc isn't that bad after all...haha

College!!!!

YAY! TODAY IS A START OF A NEW ERA!!

I was very excited about the idea of going to study again and such...
and so...I didn't slept properly yesterday...good heavens=.=
I don't know why.... and my rented room is very much near the main road...and cars just zoom by every freakin minute....=.=

So I start preparing myself at 6.30 am already and left at 7.30 with Yi yong.... and we walked to thw LRT station to wait for a bus..and my god...we're already sweating like pigs=.=...
once again I must stress on Global WARMING!!!

and after a good 10 minutes wait I think...we finally took a bus....which took one whole round around some housing area....and we were late!
for 10 minutes=.=
and my goodness, the tutorial hall is already jammed with people=.=....
hundreds of them....like WOAH! O.O

so many people taking A-Level ka.....
eeeeeeeeee.............
then we had lecturers briefing us about the subjects and we had to chose the subject combination...
and wow, the lecturers do look like professionals...
so I am really excited about the classes ^^
I took all three science and math.... was thinking about Further Mathematics at first..but I realised I was utterly an idiot to even had that idea on my mind...
Me too stupid to do that sub...

then around 12.50 something we mum mum at the canteen and the food is only RM1.90!! omg?
its even cheaper than my stupid high school..and its nice too^^
Its considerably O.K for that price...woah :)

later we had a guided tour in the library and a briefing too...and I cannot believe its six stories high...another WOW!
but Inti still prettier...

lol then we went back~~ and I had to stop by at Jusco because I bloody forgot to bring my body wash with me=.=....
and yeah! I remembered to reject taking PLASTIC BAGS!!!
YOU ALL SHOULD DO THAT TOO OK!
WE MUST SAVE THE EARTH!!
if not...WE ALL GONNA DIE!!! WAHAHHAAHAHA

besides...think of our children...T.T
lol I remembered a quote : We do no inherit the land from our ancestors, we borrowed it from our children ...or something..very nice ^^

then ah...I turned on my laptop !
and bang!
the entrance door flung open! and a beautiful gal stood outside....
she's Wan Rou (I dunno spell) my housemate^^
I didn't knew she's so pretty-.-...
Lucky nia~~
then I took a nap for a while~~ and read my book...
and watched half of AN Inconvenient Truth.. I was utterly startled..
LOL...just realised how selfish people actually are~!!!

then we had dinner outside..just one street away~~ food was ok la~~
I had noodles :)
Oiishi~~
and it cost me RM3.30! LOL

then I went back to here lo...
feels a bit like NS again...but way better in some way...
bathed in a tiny space...
limited food supply...
T_T

and Hui Yi asked us whether wanna watch a movie tomorow...LOL
and we decided to ponteng tomorow SPUS activity...cause definitely weird de...
LOL...
2nd day and already ponteng...but it wasn't class la..I guess O.K gua...
I would never participate in truancy when it comes to my education~~
hahaha

ME VERY EXCITED ABOUT FUTURE LECTURES!!!

Conclusion= Approach with low expectations...really does make life easier...

Tag! YOU'RE IT!

Instructions: Remove ONE question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions,then tag 8 people in your list,list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have blessings from all.

1. Who is your all-time inspiration?
honestly everyone is an inspiration to me... cause it differs from fields to fields...so...no all time inspiration honestly ^^

2. Which do you prefer? school or college?
definitely College -.- like duh...who wanna go back to school...like Durrah....WAhohoho

3. What do you hate in girls the most?
they are beautiful beings..... and clean.... >.< style="color: rgb(153, 153, 255);">4. Where is the place that you want to go to the most?
England...

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
The world to be a much better place...typical I know ^^

6. What is the first thing you do in the morning, after you've woke up from sleep?
I massage my eyes...but I don't know whether it works or not...I learnt it from Kristana Loken..
(Hint hint- Terminator 3)

7. If you win 1 million, what would you do?
donate 5%, go study in UK...may seem selfish at first but...if I get to study there...I'll make millions in the future ...Mukya! XD

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends on that person...you know if she's the approachable type..so yeah, I'll definitely make my first move

9. List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
i) she's very hard working and determined
ii) I love her piano playing cause she's the main inspiration of me starting on piano in the first place (although she failed grade 7..lol sorry I brought that up...LOL)
iii) she's jolly and bubbly too, crazy girl...reminds how fun the world should be

10. What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
i) smart and great sense of humour
ii) sexy and romantic
iii) honest and loyal
iv) loving and caring

11. What do you hate the most?
seeing people polluting the environment (I must agree..this disgusts me too...)

12. What is your childhood dream/dream?
I always dreamt of doing arts....you know like being an actor or a singer..or even play the piano or orchestral instrument professionally..but I don't think that's gonna happen...>.<

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
I rather people say it directly..but not too rude though and in front of public..its kinda embarrassing ..I cant bare that..

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Love...especially from family and friends...I need them most...

15. Describe yourself. 3 pros and 3 cons.
Pros:
i) loyal
ii) caring
iii)great listener (sucky in consoling though...)

Cons:
i) very messy
ii) do things at the eleventh hour
iii) not appreciative enough...

16. Favourite quote?
What nurtures me, destroys me...(that's the first I thought of,heard it from Angelina Jolie ..)

17. What will you be doing once you connected to the net?
MSN

18. Will you still keep in touch with long distance-friends after years?
ABSOLUTELY!

19. What makes you different?
I'm a crazy person I guess....insane dude...very loud and bubbly...but very shy towards strangers... I only attack the ones I love and know=.= LOL

20. What would be found in YOUR refrigerator?
lots of wine/champagne, organic fruits/vegetable,milk, different type of drinks, cheese,ice cream, CANDY!,CHOCOLATE!, meat...lol.... all kinds of food....I LOVE EATING!
I LIVE TO EAT!!!

I tag..erm...:
Rinmomoto
Neko-chan
Lin Sien
Ray
Kaylie
Jacqueline
yee fang
evonne tan


Conclusion: THIS IS FUN!
(you guys dont have to write a conclusion..LOL)

My Sweet Revenge...

You know what...
in our life we do come across people we dislike...people who irritate us...
and people who we just wanna kill them to end each other's suffering...
I'm actually a loving person... I don't really hate people...but honestly, there is one person I hate so much but ironically, I do love him in a way... but I always wish I could kill him if he doesn't change...

This guy gives me mood swings..all the time...and he pretty much affected my life a little...
he....
is my brother=.=

Well, yesterday was his birthday...I mean 20 minutes ago...while I'm writing this... and we didn't celebrate much...didn't matter to him either I think...he had his love with him...
who is so loyal that I wish I can break her down and chop her to pieces....
who is so loyal that she stuck with him for 24/7...
stupid computer....

So today night I went for my class's gathering... ^^ (5 Arif)
and when I got back, around 11pm..
I saw my brother talking on the phone...
and Jessica was online at the same time..
an idea came to me...

My plot for revenge...
and a birthday present from me...his dearest brother ^^
I told Jessica
ME:Hey, today's my bro's birthday, mind giving him a call?
J : Okay, should I call now?
me: Yeah, but I just got an idea..please fa hao a bit and tell him you liked him for a very long time and wish him happy birthday?
J: ....lol...Okay...
Me: okay then...I give you the signal when he finishes his conversation...
********************************************************************************
5 minutes later...
Ring ring~~
My brother picked up..and his face instantly turned red
YES!
lol
(I need to type it in chinese so there'll be a more realistic feel...LOL)
Brother: Kor, 好像是你的朋友打来...
Me ：（witha smirk) 他找你做么？
Brother:不懂那一个傻婆打来跟我讲我暗恋你很久了．．．ｘｘｘ我爱你！！！...拜拜....hiao 到要死...
Me : LOL...

then I realised, Jessica didn't greet him Happy Birthday...=.=
so I told her in MSN and she asked me to give her the signal to phone again..
apparently..my bro got freaked out=.= and start telling everyone...
My goodness...LOL

I quote "OMG OMG OMG!!! DUNNO WHICH CRAZY GIRL COME CALL ME AND TELL ME SHE LOVES ME...I'M SO SCARED LA=.=...OMG OMG OMG..DUNNO WHO LE.."

LOL...
GG-ed..

Ring Ring~~
My brother picked up again...
lol and his face turned so red it looks like a baboon's ass-.- I really wanna punch him at that instant..
and he kept laughing when he hung up..

Me : @.@ (acting innocent) 你又做么？
Bro: 他又打来...（immitate Hiao Po tone) 我忘记了，生日快乐！拜拜^^
Me: Haha, congratulations la ha... besides mama, still got someone love you^^ you so lucky la..
Bro:=.=

then i quickly run down and tell everything to Jessica...LOL
damn funny la, my stomach really had a nice work out...
Jessica is so awesome XD

when I got back to check on my bro...he was rolling on the bed-.-
apparently frustrated by the incident..-.-
ZA　ＤＡＯ

when my mom got out of her room my bro told her everything..
and my mom was like O.O
AHAHAHHAHAHAH
lol ( I didn't expect that)
and she said : maybe someone purposely pulled a prank on you"
and my brother agreed...
and I was sitting here..laughing and laughing..thinking that..
the mastermind is just one floor below....
laughing silently...
Wahohohohoho :)

God, I'm so evil...

btw Goodlord! his friends bought him this bag!I'm so jealous >:3 !!!
(ignore the date..)
and its worth RM80! Omg.. T_T

haiz..I think later I go tell actually I asked Jessica to phone de..see their reaction...
LOL...
anyways...this is what happens when you got a crazy family member like me ^^

Happy birthday brother...
although I hate you
from deep down inside my heart..
but today I found a little light inside my heart to love you ^^

CONCLUSION= Love and Cherish your family members because life is short... and they will be the ones who will stand by you until the end of time...but I doubt my bro on that one...>.<

BTW TODAY IS MOTHER'S DAY!! Maybe I'll pull a prank on my mom! LOL
WHeeee~~ I'm so crazy !!
Mukya ! XD

Two Best Friends~~

Hee...
Today I woke up around 11.10am... as usual...
I slept around 2 am yesterday...>.<
and surprisingly, today I heard birds chirping...
lol, actually I think they do everyday but maybe I wasn't in the mood to notice them...

Jessica and I planned to watch "Iron Man" today
Yep, we are best friends again :)
She went to sperm her hair this morning so we decided to go for the 5.10pm show...
Opps I meant perm her hair, straight...
Btw I had this for lunch
Shephard Pie...
(Ok I know it doesn't look like a pie now because I dug out the contents to show them to you guys..lol Very delicious ^^)

This time I prepared 1 hour earlier in case I'm late again...
and when I reached MPH... I almost couldn't recognise Jessica if it wasn't for her ridiculous laugh=.=...
SHe really have a different look now...
so you guys better watch out lar har ^^

Oh Yeah I just remembered! I saw one of my NS friend at the entrance! (but unfortunately we weren't close so we just greeted) and Jessica went to see her friend at the place she used to work,which sells watches...
and that girl was like OMG You got you hair done! How nice~~ quack quack quack...
I waited outside...and I felt awkward..then I went back in and she was taking pictures of Jessica...=.= and she said "Oh that's your friend? No wonder so funny looking...hahaha" (WHAT THE HELL DOES THAT MEAN ?! I LOOK FUNNY MEH...I WAS THIS CLOSE TO STRANGLE HER until she turned to me...) "Eh now Jessica changed her hair style already, do you have any intentions to court her?" =_=|| and they laughed like freaks...omg... everyone turned their heads to see what was going on.... Jessica has some serious social circle and I don't wanna get involved in it.... After watching "Iron Man" We walked around again... I bought Galaxie and Angelina Jolie is so hot in there!
Watch out for her upcoming movie "WANTED" I saw the preview and she is one foxie mama! :3
then I went to Watsons to buy some stuff I needed when I move to K.L
Jessica said she had to leave...so we said Good-Bye to each other and she left..
and I was browsing for another 10 more minutes..and suddenly,
someone tapped me on the back... (and I thought who could it be....)
Jessica... -.- Gyabo!
Jessica bought those Herbed Eggs and she gave me one
it was so delicious ^^
then ah...

nothing else I think...
we parted ways...

(Uh Oh..I think this post is boring...LOL...cause I trying not to crap too much... but no drama happened really...)

(btw ignore the photo dates..the camera too lousy..)

btw Jessica, thanks and I love you ^^
(WX I love you too but I dunno where the hell you go liao...Jessica told me she saw you and 3 other guys just now..wow... LR I love you too ^^ you're so cute la and LCY you too )

*sorry to the others~~ I only say "I love you" to them cause they're extra special
*actually YR I also love you de...but I takut to tell you...scared later you think too much...
omg I should stop crapping...
Conclusion= Sometimes, we need to get out and stretch our bones , have a little bit fun... to kill away the boredom...

Shush...>.<.... its a secret...

Today....
I went to KL!
again...
lol...

Well, I had to hand in my declaration letter and scholarship acceptance letter before the 9th of May...so Yi Yong decided that we go today since he's gonna unload his stuff at the place we're gonna live...

we met up at 10.30 at the bus station and I got to know one of my future housemate (but only for May T.T)Hui Yee...(sorry if I'm mistaken..) then I absolutely like her! she's such a nice person, 4 years my senior, was in the same school and class :) and she's funny too! Mukya XD

then we reached Pasar Seni, and I had to change my pants size cause they just fit exactly...
and I felt sorry for those two who had to wait for I dunno how long... I guess more than 30 minutes... for the guy to get the pants for his stock... well, enough said...
we got to tarc after that...chatted all along the way....hand in papers....then went to Jusco, which is near there too, by taxi!...
and goodness, that taxi driver swore like hell...I was almost going to strangle him...
in front of little boys somemore! T_T

then we mum mum lunch there...
I had USA fried rice...which is Rm6.80 omg..I'm never gonna buy lunch that expensive for the time being...
(and sorry I forgot to take a picture)
and when the food came... It had Beef in it.... NUuuuUUUUUOOOOOO~~~~~
(Is red meat = beef? cause it was written there that there was red meat and eggs' eyes)
I didn't know what the hell that meant so I ordered it...
and I still don't know whether was that beef or mutton... LOL I'm stupid ok... I suck at tasting...

forgive me Lord if that was beef... (being a buddhist and all...)
*Note= or was it Taoism? I thought Guan Ying (Goddess of Mercy) have something to do with Taoism.... anyways, we don't eat meat because the Indians respect cows long long time ago because they did the hard work in farming and stuff...so they don't eat them....that's what my teacher in Religion Class told me...when I was in National Service...
Poor chickens...*

and then Yi yong bought slippers too, and she bought some shampoo and stuff....
then off we go back to our house
oh yeah, its called the "Egg house" btw...
for some reason...
then I sat there to relax my feet first before going to KLCC...
after 10 minutes relaxing...
I got bored...
LOL

then my housemate suggested us to watch a movie...
then Yi yong said he haven't watch "Secret" yet...
and I said " Yea lo.. RURU gave me last year but I lazy to watch..."
then we sat and watch away...
this time I really had no expectations...

and OMG!!!
THIS MOVIE IS TOTALLY WICKED!!! AWESOME!!!OUT OF THIS WORLD!!!!BRILLIANT!!
(and other terms of compliment , I'm lazy to type right now)

YES!!! I totally love the show!!
MUKYAAAA~~~~!!!
Secret also known as =不能说的秘密 also known by its translation The Secret That Cannot Be Told, is a Taiwanese romance film released in 2007. It is the first movie directed by Taiwanese musician Jay Chou.
*WOW! I am starting to like him even more! He can actually direct!*
The film has won several awards, including The 2007 44th Golden Horse Award, Best Visual Effects, The Outstanding Taiwanese Film of the Year, and Best Original Film Song.
*THE GOLDEN HORSE AWARD IS EQUIVALENT TO THE OSCARS!!!!*

Totally loving it~~ the sets are nice, and I love their uniform...so nice and fashionable and elaborated~~
and the music compositions / original soundtrack is very brilliant and creative
and I really love the piano duel scene where Jay played "CHOPIN"!
and the plot twist is totally unpredictable and nice~~ (or maybe I watch very little movies)
but it really is nice...
and the actors are great too!
btw the lead actress is pretty ~~ actually both main actresses are...but the main reminded me of someone...I dunno who... o.O? -.-
Its a very nice romance film~ (ain't a chick flick)
(btw I laughed at the classroom scene when the female lead was crying and writing something on the table with a "correction liquid"(commonly known as "Liquid Paper" or whatever we call that shitty-.-)...
It was wrong though.... cause Yi Yong and I was crapping about being into and relationship and stuff..lol >.<>buy tickets>take LRT>reach...walk walk walk>take lift

REACHed KINOKUNIYA!!!! (I cannot believe I totally forgot to take pictures...)
and then I immediately the book I wanted!
"The Last Lecture" by Randy Pausch
yep...as suggested by the title...Randy is a lecturer who've been diagnosed with terminal cancer...
was asked to give to give such a lecture....it was recorded and made into a book..
yep, it is about how to live life to the fullest and achieving your childhood dreams and inspirational/emo thingy...I love reading these kinda books
Mukya! ^^
BTW yay I got a 30% Discount ^^ thanks Star Newspaper...check last Sunday's paper for the coupon..

after that I walked around Kinokuniya and wow, they have a marvellous view of the park ..with the fountains.....which projected crystal clear water in patterns... so nice ^^
and YAY more A level BOOKS!! but god, they're expensive... T.T

then I window shopped a little...
THERE ARE SO MANY FINE CLOTHES I WANNA BUY!!!
OMG...MUKYI!
WHO HERE FREE TO ACCOMPANY ME?!!
GIVE ME A CALL!!

but I didn't bought any though..
for I dunno what reasons....

then go home lo..cause me hungry -.-
and Shoot... I still feel guilty cause a foreigner spoke to me...enquiring where is he..I said KLCC without looking at him.... and he asked how to get to Mid valley..
Silly Hogs In Towels!!!!
I suddenly forgot how to get there-.-...I blur blur..cause I was at the ticket machine and there was a long queue behind me and my 10 cents was stuck at the corner of my wallet!!!-.-
ISKH.... I dig so long it also won't budge....
then luckily..the guy behind me told the foreigner how to get there...
I just walked away...cause the machine rejected me gold... T_T
then I bought from the counter lo~~
*I think I just gave a bad image of the teens in Malaysia...lol*

after that...
another foreigner spoke to me..
zzz WHY all wanna kacau me har-.-
cause whiel waiting for the train-transportation thingy (omg, I'm stupid...=_=) please tell me what are those...
we had to queue...
and there were many lines...
and a father with his family asked me which queue to follow...
I said I don't know
and he replied "you don't know? :)" with a smirk..
ISKH! =,,= I feel humiliated... I'm not from K.L Okay...-.-
then the train thingy came...but there was a long line ahead of us...we didn't made it...
so I guess it will be another 3~5 minutes...So I took out my book and started reading...
suddenly, that guy asked me whether can I read BM in one of the advertisements....
-.-
hehe, time to show off~~ wuu~~ MUKYA! XD
I translated to them and even explained what the advertisement is about and what are they promoting ~~ Digi..... out of all advertisements...the guy had to asked about DIgi...
if he had asked about Dolce and Gabbana ...
I would have given him one of my bad-ass, high fashion pose...
LOL
(I guess people just like the colour yellow more..and big, fat,yellow, weird people..) >.<
and yay!
he was satisfied and smiled back at me..
WOpee~~

after that reached back Pasar Seni...
Took a bus..back to Seremban..then home....

BTW DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES is ABSOLUTELY AWESOME!!
^^

Conclusions: 1. Listen to your friends when they introduce nice movies
2. Everyone should read a nice book...fills the soul with joy and life ^^

Take care everyone!
I love you all.
Mukya! :)

Blur me...

LOL!!
Okay..I'm not in emo mode anymore...
HAPPY AGAIN~~ lol!

because I found the BIRTH CERT!!!
lol.. silly me..
I got emo cause of stupid things...
after my mom drove off...I wrote the previous post...then listen to songs...
I just don't wanna think about these stuff for the moment...

then my mom came back... apparently she bought some cooking materials...
then she started scolding again=.=
and searching the place for my birth cert...
and keep on asking whether am I certain I actually got back my original birth cert copy..

-.-

I said yes and yes..
after thousands of yes... I started to doubt myself..
god I suck..
LOL

then after an hour...
my mom to her car...
and she screamed..
O.O
apparently she found it..it was under the seat...
AH...under the seat...how nice ...

"I thought you checked my car?!! =,,="
"I did but I was lazy and in a bad mood, can you blame me?"
"zzz... you are one shitty son..."
"I love you mom! ^^ "
and I hugged her
and she shoo-ed me and went back to her room to watch tv...

I did told her to keep my birth cert when leaving the car that day...
I guess she didn't heard me...
Now who should be blamed? -.-

(No one actually..I hate blaming...)

so now I'm happy again! ^^

Conclusion= I can finally change my conclusion colour into red again!

What is wrong with me...

Another day...
I woke up around 10 am...good, at least I had 8 hours of sleep... and I can't remember what I dreamt of... a sign of proper rest... yeah, in case you're wondering...remembering your dreams means you didn't slept properly...
there are uncountable times when I honestly wish I can stay there...resting in peace forever... just being in the state of serenity...and calmness...

I can't seem to find inner peace...I've tried hard and yes, successful at times..but it only lasted for not more than days... and then comes the inner torment and sorrows...
that excruciating inner pain...and constant scream and chaos...

My mind feels numb...
maybe its because of the heat.... I seek comfort in classical and new age music...
and generally music of all genre too...
but the comfort only last for a certain period...
I can't seem to find solutions...
maybe I'm just too lazy.... and unmotivated....

I can't seem to bare and live in this constant mess no longer...
I need to leave...
I want to emancipate...
but I know I'm stepping into another world of a new darkness...
and unfamiliar one...

I always prayed for a guardian angel...
a certain someone to give me a push...
to take my hand and lead me the way...
I can't seem to find the path for myself....

I'm tired...
I feel useless...
and I feel dirty...
Honest gratitude to those who advised me... and inspired me deeply...
but I don't know why these words don't stay long inside of me...
they are waning slowly from my head...my mind and soul...

Often...I reflect on myself... the things I've done... the things I could have achieved...
the thing I want to do...
and I am certainly not proud of myself...
although I've tried to be positive ...
to be so strong... but everything... lasts just for a very, short period...

I thought about my existence...and my purpose in life...
and even death...
and of course...people so helplessly clueless and stupid like me...
can't think of anything...
not even a slight idea surfaced....

as I woke up this morning...
and sat in front of the laptop...like every other day before...
I thought to myself...
why am I doing this... why waste my life away....
my eyes are swelling...
and come to think of it...
I've been sleeping way to late these days...
and drinking very little water...
I didn't exercise much...
and I certainly didn't gain weight...

I feel ugly...
and I always doubt it when people say I look above average...
but yet I still slightly remember the times when I feel utterly invincible...
when I was the head of the game...
when I felt absolute joy...
absolute power...
total control of my ... seemingly diminished life...

I woke up...and for the first time since a very long time...
I read the newspapers....
but it can't be classified as actual reading...
because politics and crime cases bores me...
and I've decided to buy two more books...

then I played the piano...
when my fingers danced...
two different feelings surfaced...
life...
and depression...
music gives me life...
but I feel so depressed and defeated when I realised ...
I am lousy when playing the piano...
it frustrates me when I can never play a piece beautifully..
and I felt I insulted the composer...
the work of art...
I've insulted music...
and myself...
I couldn't believe in myself...

and then I watched performances by orchestras...
playing works from Pirates of the Caribbean...
Hans Zimmer is an inspiration...
I always wanted to play orchestral instruments...
I felt goosebumps hearing through the performance...
once again...I felt nearly heaven again....
then everything stopped...

my soul was plunged into the dark...abyss again...

my dad bought lunch...
it was KFC....
I only ate one and a half piece...and two nuggets to be exact ...
and I stopped...
fast food utterly disgusts me...
I rather eat bread... and biscuits...

my mom asked me to searched for my Birth Cert...
which I took it out when I went to the bank....
the first time I forgot to collect it from the counter when it was taken to be photocopied...
but I remembered I checked it again the second time when I collected it from the counter...

then I searched my house...but to no avail...
how can I forget things like this...
now I don't even know where on earth is it...
and my mum drove off...
I don't know where...

I hate myself...
and maybe I don't respect myself any more...

I don't know how people actually think of me...
or how I come across people's minds...
I wanted to be happy in front of them...
I wanted to be bubbly...
I wanted to be the perfectionist...
and I always wished I inspired...

but I am too tired now...

instead I actually think I'm just an eyesore...
a hindrance to other people...
a vermin...
a useless friend...
a disappointing child...
never a lover...
a false creation of God...

Conclusion = I am so emo right now...
(but I know that..in a matter of minutes I'll be alright again... and I know something wrong is gonna happen again and bringing me down to me knees... I am weak... and really..really tired...)

An Empty mind... a torn heart... and a desperate soul...

I got bored... and I realised again that I never actually posted something that is just about what is currently on my mind ......
Heck I have a lot to say in other posts and complained a lot as well XD

I didn't do anything productive today...again... as usual,
and I missed waking up early and being greeted by chirping birds... and pulling my blue curtains aside and watch the clouds, making patterns and passing by...
(yeah I actually do these kinda things, these are the things that makes life so beautiful...I feel sexy and blessed too..LOL)

INSTEAD!
I've been waking up late around 11 am, to be greeted by the noise produced by my bro's computer... he is one shitty ass, as if playing after school for the rest of the day isn't enough, he still had to BOT =.=

Everyday feels like the same and time flies~~
I wake up and brush and clean, then I on my laptop...then I go to the kitchen to make breakfast and eat...then go and sit in front of the laptop ...
on MSN...and desperately wished someone will pop up and chat with me... but unfortunately no-.- ..but that's fine... I go to friendster and my blog and DESPERATELY anticipate for a message... sometimes yes sometimes no... but thanks though, for the messages I really appreciate it.. feels like at least I'm still alive in somebody else's world...

my days have been dark and gloomy...
as if some being sucked the life out of me... switched the lights off... and tossed my soul into a never-ending abyss...

I think the main reason why is because I lost a part of me...
Jessica...

(LOL don't get the wrong idea Okay... I love her but not that way...)
and I realised how special she is to me... she's really a part of my joy , my sunshine and my life..
I miss how she calls almost everyday and we just talk crap and gossip and criticise people and laugh like mad people... literally...
and I miss the times when she call to tell me she felt guilty spending hundreds on ugly bags and hideous clothes...
and I miss acting like a kiddo and calling her mommy and irritate her ...

I really feel that the light of my life is banished...

I called her to apologise few days ago...
she said she's okay but I still feel something awkward...
she still has that happy, bubbly tone in her...
but I felt its all forced... and she's avoiding me...
heck, we both are good in acting and being fake ... I don't know what's real and honest anymore...

She is my best friend and she always will be to me no matter what and I definitely can say no one will ever replace her...
because these kinda relationships are so hard to build and maintain...
we used to be honest but I don't know when it started to fade...
she hasn't been telling me stuff... and I stopped caring for a while...

I didn't knew the things I said could scared a friendship so deeply ....
and I don't think the wounds will heal and bring us back to what we were...
maybe it will strengthen us...but I certainly wish so... but I think she questions my loyalty as a friend...

so I think the main words I always wanted to tell you throughout the friendship is
Sorry
because I know there are a lot of times I weren't there for you when you needed my support...
because I say wrong things at the wrong time...
because I still dislike him... although I'm slowly accepting him though...
because I am always late...

and Thank you...
for being such an awesome friend and inspiration...
for giving me joy constantly from Day 1 and hopefully forever...
for doing weird things to me normal people wouldn't and letting me do weird things too...
(don't get the wrong impression again...please...this is a serious post...-.-)
for being among the few who makes me laugh like a drunkard ...
for smacking me back to reality...
for printing stuff for me...
for asking me to drop you off to your house...
for reminding me there are still innocent and bright people walking in this cold damp Earth...
for making a part of who I am...
for giving me this bubbly personality...yeah it totally came from you... my "gay-ness" and craziness
* Gay here means Happy and in terms of slang its looniness, not homo...so don't get ideas *
for reminding how beautiful life is...

Thank you...

Conclusion= Cherish your friends and life..never ever let them slip away...

Kuala Lumpur!! Kuala Lumpur!!

KUALA LUMPUR!!!!! YAY!! The capital of Malaysia!! (lol crap=.=)
how do you pronounce Kuala Lumpur actually?
Ku-ah-la Loom-poor? correct right?
I heard foreigners pronounce it as " Kool-A-Leh Lum-purr" -.- Wow that's one thick British accent, lol ^^

oh and of course what we normally do there other than SHOP!!!!! OMG SHOP!!!! whee~~
so yesterday my mom, my sis and I went to K.L to shop~~ XD (1st of May)
she promised me she gonna bring me there to shop for some clothes and "gai gai" la and I was like woopeee !! but the whole experience wasn't as expected... read on and find out for yourself ^.*

so I woke up around 10 A.M and I saw my brother playing computer again=.= his 24/7 routine.. and I was like WTF?
you didn't go to school?!!!
and he gave me that lan si face and said today Labour day la so*** -.-
(that's why I hate him that much, he gives me mood swings=.=)

so of course, did everything lo, as usual, bath, change,on the laptop for download, mum mum breakfast, and get ready to go KL!! :)
then my mommy drove us to somewhere near Terminal One, a parking area, it was 11.40 something already and my mom can't find any parking slot yet...so I sat there and listened to Fly.Fm...
( btw I love Rihanna's "TAKE A BOW" it is just totally beautiful woots~~ "that was quite a show~~ wu oh~~ really had me going, now is time to go~~ wu oh~~ curtains finally falling~~" LOL nice le..I love the lyrics too XD)
I thought it was utterly boring at first, but after a few listens I really is nice ^^)

then suddenly I felt its very hot in the car and I checked the air-conditioner, but it was on!! and I told my mum, "ma we're really gonna die soon"
"How dare you talk this kinda things?!! you got such a shitty mouth! -.-"
"No la, global warming -.- apocalypse coming soon...the air-cond is on level 3 still so hot ..."
"Ya ho.."
then my mom looked at the temperature meter....
"OH MY GOD!! 120!!!
" O.O!!
"uh oh..."
suddenly my sister cried:"the car's gonna explode!!"
(ok i made that line up, she's not that crazy..)
then my mom went into panic mood and start babbling-.- (she turned off the engine to let it cool) and started cursing the old car, the weather and even me ..-.- WTH I did wrong...
"Your dad must have forgotten to check the water level -.- I told him so many times already, so irresponsible of him..."
"Call him to check then..-.-" (phone call everything, voice raised, some blaming ) "now I dunno what to do... cannot find parking lot somemore... oh I go ask those Malay guys"
and I thought, "yay! Malay dudes very good with mechanical thingies de! SAVed!"
then one of them walked towards the battery part and rest his fingers on the cover...
and there was an obvious sign on it..
"Hazard"...
and suddenly I went flashback mode.... BZZ bZZ bZZ @.@ don't they have concentrated acid in it=.=...but too late...he turned on the bloody cover and the acid just gushed out like a geyser ...
WTF! -.-
but luckily no one got harmed...
then another Malay dude came! and he lecture those 2 blah blah blah...
(omg long story, but no more drama already, he helped my mum with the car blah blah and my mummy tipped him RM10 =.=) and at the same time we found a parking slot...and it was 12.40 already -.-
(during this whole mess...I took my sis to buy some fruits and that popo spoke to me in Cantonese....my god...GG-ed, I really need to brush up on that slang...anyone can help me please?)

OUr Guardian Angel :3 >>>

and then we walked to the bus station and while waiting to buy the tickets...another guy came up to me and asked me whether is that bus going to KL in CANTONESE AGAIN!
GG-ed=.=
Why can't people speak in Mandarin -.- zzz...
btw we got on a double-decker bus! YAY! my first experience on it..lol seems scary though cause my mom keep asking us to sit at the lower level=.= but I said if the bus crashes...everyone dies=.= and she went speechless....
LOL... I think I'm too rude to my mom in a way...Sorry Ma, I love you ^^




then we reached KL! and yay, of course first stop is Chee CHeong Kai (or however you spelt it)
I think its Petaling Street...
and even though its in the afternoon...its already crowded...




so I went to browse some short pants, really needed them ...and after picking and choosing...I bought 2 ^^




then we walked everywhere and my mum went to some accessories shop managed by Myanmar people and wow...I really admire the art and culture influence, its really unique...
(heck everything is unique to me -.-)

oh yeah, my aunt joined us halfway...she didn't bring my BABY along=.=!! I miss my Baby~~ T.T and goodness they spent more than hours shopping for accessories ... @.@
then my turn to pawn~~
so we went into some shop and I bought some T-shirts
(yeah, this year its all about t-shirts, in case you guys don't know, my style changes every year...
2005 is all about jackets and shirts, 2006 is all about cool,elaborate trousers,2007 is all about high fashion ( I didn't got many though...too expensive...T.T shitty...),2008 is all about plain T-shirts and jeans...lol)

then I bought 4 T-shirts... I was hunting for shoes too... my shoe is torn already...-.- and I only have 2 pairs...really old ones which I have been wearing since 2005...wow my feet size never change? ...I just realised...-.-










and actually Petaling street is quite a cool place, the whole place is crowded and interesting, and I saw a shop which have a yellow snake in the main entrance!! wow! so cool! (I was thinking awesome advertisement...but why didn't they put it inside so people would look at their clothes at the same time...I didn't enter the shop either...lol)

(I wanted a pet snake when I was young...too bad T.T its expensive..)

then ah.... we just did rounds and rounds... around the place as more stalls were set up...
and then I walked past some stalls selling DVD, and I thought hey! they sell tv-series too, so I was looking whether is there "Grey's Anatomy"/ "Gossip Girl" or whatever that's hot nowadays...but unfortunately there weren't any...and the guy asked me don't wanna buy CD's?

I smiled and said "nah..."
then he suddenly came to a very close distance and asked...
"wanna buy blue? good for Tearing Flowery Tokens!! ^.*"
I stared at him and without second thought, kicked his balls
and he was obviously suffering and asked," Are you gay?"
I said:" NO! but I'm making you one! YOu just insulted me you asshole! I don't waste money on bloody porn! I streamed them for free XD"
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*Blank stares from the crowd*
I walked away with my head held high
but obviously, that never happened...lol I don't kick people in the balls..
I just smiled and ignored him...
(meaning he did asked me to buy Porn...-.-) goodness...

btw I realised too that foreigners are so well built...shitty-.-
I gotta work out already... T.T and the ladies are hot *drools*...

Next stop!
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there wasnn't a second stop...
I thought we're going to Mid-Valley or Klcc or whatever... T.T sob...
the whole day we just walked around Petaling street? .... but still...at least I bought some stuff
Yay! ^^

then I got thirsty and went to 7-Eleven to buy a drink...and Hot Magazine
emmm...Green Tea...~~
btw I stole some ice...lol >.< Just before leaving that place... my mom and I used a good 20 minutes arguing which slippers to buy for my sister -.- lol poor girl ... and then we bought the one my mom wanted...its helplessly hideous....


then I went to a nearby Popular and just browsed around.. and I was so excited when I saw A-Level Books! LOL... can't wait to study, I already have some mushrooms growing between my toes...

So after that, we went home and nothing much happened after that...

*OMG SHIT...I TRIED ON MY PANTS! AND THEY FIT EXACTLY! what if I grow fat...then I couldn't wear them again!! I need to go there again=.= anyone can accompany me?!!*

Conclusion = ALWAYS TRY YOU CLOTHES FIRST BEFORE PURCHASING!!! (dont ask me why I didn't..) and I didn't bought shoes T.T