Transformers 2 second round!

WOHOO!
Today I went to watch Transformers 2 again! for the second time!
LOL

I will never get bored with this show become its damn freakin awesome!!!!
This time I watched it in KLCC with my college buddies :D
so fun~~!

(btw I realise there was a Naruto poster in one of the scenes .....==)
while waiting for the Lrt... I bumped into leng lui Ai Vee~~WAHAHAHAHA! I finally got the chance to take a picture with my husband....
lol==
too bad not real...
I'm sure gonna see him if he does come!
234 memang crazy... he kept covering his mouth with his shirt everywhere because apparently, he takut H1N1...
my point is... why can't he just wear a bloody mask..
silly boy==


after the movie, we went to mum mum at Wangsa Maju at a pan mee shop named SSL (Sun Sun Lai or something == ) LOL The food is not bad though :D

Her habit of eating chili sauce or whatever spice on the table...oh my god..==TRANSFORMERS 2 ROCKS MY SOCKS OFF!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


CONCLUSION = Gotta save money again .... I'm really going broke AGAIN!==

Another day at the beach!

This time I went to Port Dickson, (which was on Saturday)
a place just near my place.. LOL
which is Seremban (my lovely hometown) ^^
well...
what I have to say is OH MY GOD! I had a blast!
well,
let the pics do the talking lar har :D
had breakfast here, the Hakka Mee here damn nice,
must try, to those who never visited Seremban before.
at one point, Alex and I were "stranded" at the beach "Teluk Kemang" (which we spent the whole day at)... because the rest went to check in...
and we ended up
waiting for them
but like... 2 hours?! OMG
==... then we spent some time camwhoring..
tak boleh tahan already... wait them so long....
and I bought my pants for RM10... so cute omg!
the red and blue one btwmana you all... I'm waiting....saw this little toddler playing with that kitty! (while I was waiting for my friends)
Oh my god so cute!
at one part... we started throwing sand at each other and spalshing water at each other ==
betul betul macam kids!
LOL!Big Alex....
although he's actually born in december...
another bigger monkey...so nice right?! I took de le!
HEHE! :D


AND WOW! the thrills you get from riding the Banana Boat and Doughnut is just total awesomeness!!!
ESPECIALLY THAT DOUGHNUT!
YOU People must try this!
Highly recommended!
even though I got splashed by sea water like mad and my eyes were kinda sore at one point
but the adrenaline rush and the feeling of getting tossed and thrown around like a rag doll is so so so crazy!
ITS TOTAL INSANITY!
the best part is when the speedboat accelerates and you get flung around to the far side,
err... and glide all the way left and right!
WOW!
bloody fun!Dunno why they called it the doughnut though...
hmmm..==

and the banana boat was crazy too!
its kinda like a roller coaster ride but so so much better!
because you actually get flung off the boat and thrown into the water! and you have to balance the boat as well!
anyhow its bloody tiring cause I sat at the last seat, and I had to hold on so tight because of all that bouncing, and no one to secure me from behind, I would have been thrown off the boat and glided few times on the surface before sinking into the deep deep water... LOL
(well of course I had safety vests on)

and god..
the feelings of wind in your hair...
and the scenery...
is just
priceless....

FUCKING AWESOME!!
OMG!
RAWRRRR!!!!

(but one thing though.. it was very very tiring... goodness... my muscles are still so sore right now...)( BUT BLOODY WORTH IT!)

er hem..

then then, at night when it got all dark, we wanted to go BBQ
but just when we got out of our apartment
goodness it rained!
so we ended up eating at a nearby Chinese restaurant
and the fish there are from the heavens
marvellous
(either I was really hungry... or... but it was really tasty no doubt)

then we got back and played Mafia!
(I lazy explain, because its so long and kinda complicated to type here)
(anyway it was so intense mentally, LOL.. everyone betul betul can act ... waliu! and everyone keep trying to kill me cause apparently I'm a threat...
haha)

then we played till 3 something am?
the rain stopped, so we tried to go back to another beach, called
Glory Beach to barbeque,
how unfortunate,
half way through charming the fire...
it rained again...
so we decided to go back and sleep ==

until..
THE NEXT MORNING!
we woke up, and did BBQ in the afternoons..
lol!
and that kinda sums it up,
delicious meal...
Bloody awesome trip!

I love my classmates :Dthe creepy apartment we stayed in...

btw damn! everytime I take people punya photos and so little of mine.... T_T
I need to find a photographer friend.... ==
lol

I took plenty of photos...
for more... go to my facebook to tengok.. I tak boleh upload here...
so ma fan =,,=
WOOHOO!!

Conclusion = As long as there's a monkey in my life, I will be happy :D but of course, only one managed to melt my icy heart....

Tomorow I'm gonna be the happiest man on earth!

You know those kinda days, where you feel so good about, feeling so excited about and wish nothing will ever possibly go wrong?
like your wedding dinner... your wedding day... or honeymoon...
okay...let's bring it down to a lower scale..
like.... an Avril Lavigne concert!!! (OMG!)
or a... Valentine's
well..

Tomorrow which is 24/06/2009 !
I , Sape Alexander Hexers will be the happiest man on Earth!
because because because!!!!!
OH MY GOD!!!!
the day is finally arriving
!!!!

I've waited ages for this.....
X.X

deng deng DENg DENg!
My WIFE!!!!
denG denG DENG DENG!!

YESH!
finally,
I'M GONNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS 2- REVENGE OF THE FALLEN!!!!
and my favourite Autobot!
DUMBLEDORE!!
I mean BUMBLEBEE!!!! :D
WOOHOO!!!!!!!
oh my god so kawaii~~!!!!

OH MY GOD!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
AND THAT DOESN'T END AND DOESN'T REALLY DESCRIBE HOW EXCITED AND ETHUSIASTIC AND HAPPY AND JOYFUL AND GAY I AM RIGHT NOW!! I REALLY CANNOT TAHAN! I FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA EXPLODE!
OH MY GOD!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(okay I need to stop...)
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(ok..)


THE first instalment really made me think its one of the best movie made in film history and from trailers... I definitely can tell this 2nd one will not disappoint a bit!
I'M GONNA HAVE 2 HOURS AND 27 MINUTES OF ORGASM
!!
WOOHOO!!!

I am definitely gonna make sweet love to that sweetie who bought me the tickets!
LOL

CONCLUSION= AUTOBOTS! ROLL OUT!!!!

Random pics...

Afraid of losing...

I'm afraid...

today marks the day where I felt another level of insecurity....

Christine got denggue and what I heard from 234 , its kinda serious...

her White Blood cells level is high....

and she couldn't really move...

I don't know whether is this a typical process that one go through when you get hit by denggue but it feels fatal to me...

because her WBC level must go down soon... and it all have to depend on her own body resistance...

but I know, that girl... that crazy girl is strong enough to fight it :D and

we'll be hoping around soon going crazy again,

screaming on top of our lungs ^^

but still...one part of me feel so bad...

I wish I am there to be beside her, to let her know that this friend is here for her....

I'm sorry Christine... I truly wish I'm beside you now to know that things are all right

and to see that scary face of yours when you sleep .... XD

what I can do now is pray for you... to recover soon and come back to us ^^

at another level...

I am afraid...

of myself... of how I feel and how I think...

I don't know what kind of person I am in front of your eyes...

I don't know what is expected of me...

I don't know am I giving enough...

I cannot control myself...

of thinking negative things....

unwanted stories....

I sincerely want to be with you...

but I am scared...

to fall... but I am falling...deep... very deep... into an abyss....

a part of me is enjoying it and want to fall deeper.... fall until I land on the bottom of this hole..

to find out what is waiting to be discovered....

another part of me is so scared.... that part of me wish I could just stop in

the middle...

or get pulled back...

not that I don't favour the source...

i'm just afraid of everything....

at one point... I just wanna stop

stop living... because it feels so complicated...

but I can't... because its irresponsible right?

how important am I to you anyway?...

I really wanna know...

yes there are signs... but I keep getting distracted by other things...

I don't know why I keep doubting...

is it because of me alone... or there really is something afterall....

I hope there's no lie... I don't know what to think ....

I'm really loosing my mind....

please...

hold my hand...

and make it all right...

I don't know how....

I always wanted an angel to save me...

I hope its you....

I hope what we see in the future will materialise... because I'm tired of chasing chances and chasing stupid things already...

Maybe you do not know... I want you badly ....

make me smile like this again please? .... only you can do this right now...

I guess right now you hold the key to my empty soul... when you told me you feel empty... I can relate to that... if not better, I realise... there are so many things in life .... I have no one in particular to turn to.. at least you have a few friends whom you can relate to ... and you have so many people who care about you... compared to me... I am empty.... I stand no where...

Conclusion= I'm scared of losing both of you... my dearest souls...

Diaries of the sick

Monday..... 15/6/09

went to school... and felt shitty...
was coughing the whole day...
friends jokingly said I got swine flu... ==
Miss G, looked at me at one disgusted way... LOL
was really excited to study again, copying notes and listening to lectures..
but the bloody sickness made me so ill I could barely feel my limbs...
so cold....
so weak....

went back to my condo and slept the whole day...
I thought Chicken soup would help..
but it didn't..

Tuesday ...16/6/09

Woke up in the morning...
could barely move..
so I lay there... looking up at the white, creamy ceiling.... and just stared...
and I slept... for hours...
and I had those weird dreams again...
weird dreams of detaching....
and reattaching .... dreams of dying...
of everyone dying..
I was really scared...
worried..
I guess my fever made my hormones ran wild....

Wednesday... 17/6/09

Did felt a little bit better...
but still shitty...
had porridge for lunch...
but I vomit it all out...
now I realise how awful that feeling is...
thank god my savior was there for me,
:D
taken to a medical center I was
thank god boleh cari ING punya==
if not I need to pay RM40... I'm really broke right now...
thank you my guardian angel ^^

Thursday...18/6/09

as I thought I will be able to wake up healthily today and go back to classes...
I realise how cold I was... so I cover up myself so tightly... that... I got too hot underneath
and I ended up with a serious nosebleed which didn't stop until all my blood dried up and clog it up==
lol
disgusting huh...

unfortunately , Christine said she came down with dengue... oh my god...
hopefully she's fine...
well, she definitely will be,

I kinda really miss home now...
mom always will cook salmon fish for me...
and I'll always have free materials to make delicious fruit juice and salad...
and I just met up with Jessica that other day...
she never change.. haha
love her


anyway... I cannot believe I HAVE TO SING ON STAGE!
omg== but the good thing is....
at least I dont have to sing alone...==
what's worse...
sing You Raise me Up wo...
wa-LAO~~~-eh!
.....

I wanna go back and finish copying my notes now...
the way I write in the post explains my current situation..
= haven't fully recovered from fever...

random pic of the daylol watch closely at our expressions...
didn't do it on purpose but dunno why so ngam!
CLASSIC!!
HF(the guy in red looks like something.. ) cant remember... fast fast think~~!
ring any bells?

Conclusion= I Hate falling ill