An overwhelming force of the mind...

GOD DAMN IT!!!!
This week may be one of the worst weeks I am having out of this pitiful yet blessed in some bloody way life of mine... =.=

First of all, I missed the Beijing 2008 Olympics Closing ceremony... which featured elaborated performances, magnificent choreography...even Leona Lewis was there....
not mentioning the breath-taking pyrotechnics... T_T ... wuu...

and then I just realised on Monday, that the actual date of my Chemistry test is on Friday... damn it... which stirs tremendous guilt inside of oneself for not studying intensely during the holidays...

But I never regretted one thing about sleeping till late hours... such a bliss ^^

then my friend who promised 2 tickets for Avril Lavigne's actually sold them away... without telling me first, which obviously, I had reminded him strongly to call me on an emergency note if he ever was gonna sell it DAMN!
(dude you made me sad...T_T...
LOL, no offence okay? its alright, I forgive you :D)

so much for The Best Damn Thing tour...
sorry love, I promised myself long time ago that when you're coming I'll definitely come see you... but I don't think that's gonna happen in this case... next time then...


AND ALL THAT NOISE!!!!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
I can't stand it no longer!!!!!

then, I realised that some comments I produced actually ruined somebody's mood for the whole holiday or whatever... and I thought it was a constructive comment, which I was told so...
so much for being open and great efficiency...
everything for the everyone my ass

and now I'm bloody stressed out cause my stupid test is coming already...
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!
and the next test is on Wednesday and the next is on Thursday then Friday next week!!

AND WHAT ON EARTH?! COMMISSION WILL ONLY BE GIVEN AROUND NOVEMBER?!

god damn earthlings...
Fark'yall

Conclusion= I am seriously defeated...

FLASHBACK!

^^
hehe...
I'm back!... "boo~~"
... Okie okie, first of all... wanna apologise... for being such an arse... and not updating consistently...
which well, I have some pretty good explanations for that...
I am busy with...err... college I think... which I ain't excelling in.. and I have no mood... constantly...
so, Good alibi huh? :D

but the good thing is! I'M BARK!!! ( for the holidays only I think...)
so I suppose I should brief you guys... ( I dunno whether are there anyone still who reads my blog posts... but A GAZILLION THANKS TO YOU GUYS WHO DO! Muacks! ^o^)
on what I have left off....
hmm.. One small turning point of my life is when I worked in the PC fair which was.. weeks ago?
yeah... and what an absolutely amazing experience that was... not necessary all positive though...
I was late... for all three days for some apparent reason I cannot mention... ( I want to though XD) and yeah... not all blames on the other party either... I'm never a good time manager.... so I guess I'll never succeed in a modelling gig huh? T_T

so when I worked there... I learnt quite a number of things...
1. Never be blur
2. do homework do homework do homework
3. Never be too nice to clients
4. Never give out extra info when not asked...
5. Never feel sorry because its just BUSINESS!
6. Never work for asshole bosses...who has attitude probs....which makes your client unhappy when you did one small mistake which affects everything... (do the math ^^ or call me )
7. never be late...
8. Never believe in clients....

(that's all I could muster up.....)

so during those 3 days... I've made some friends... made some clients happy... and got screwed by my boss... (and I am still wondering whether will I get my commission that I earned...I haven't got my paid yet... fishy.... but no worries... they say it have to wait... when the time's up... I'm gonna bring my Bazooka and blast their sorry arses....those miserable... adults....)

and I realised... business may not be the thing for me... too much... fakeness.... I cannot say lies because we do sell genuine products... and give correct info. its just the things untold are... unnoticed... so... maybe direct business not for me then :) so I still can think about being a manager ! ^^ and earn LOADS AND LOADS OF $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$)

(I know you smiled when you saw all those $$$$$$$$$ ^^
DON'T LIE! )

and I realise that people of my age shouldn't work... or the correct word should be maturity...or knowledge... but generally... work= no good... cause we'll be turned into the dark side.... if we don't buy shields and wrapped them around us.... and the world ain't fair.... trust me, you don't have to be a computer literate to be a top seller..
and this is when you get to witness a little bit of human nature... the negative side of it...

oh yea btw,... I met a very very troublesome client... on the last day somemore..
Why Tie Fishes?!
that I can confidently say, stole away promising clients... and...
I don't wanna talk about it no more...

but in a nutshell... I finally realise how salespeople felt... when they met troublesome clients...
like my mom who bargains a lot and other mothers...
and people like me.. who put on a handsome,fake smile... a promising one... and never came back...

(sorry though, can't give you full length experience...cause its been such a long time...)

Conclusion= Study good... Work bad...

Sorry...but

WOW! SO long time no update liao ah!
btw what a big surprise...
next week.....
our suppose to be September test....
will be held!!! OMG!!! WTF -.- so...

I officially announce this blog is in COMA...
sorry people...the brain died....
but I'm pretty sure a very good doctor will come heal this poor fella back..

so guys...show some love and patience :)

and f.y.i ..... I have no girlfriend la Ray... single but not available... my heart is only for you guys and family for the moment ^^
see I so good ~~


Conclusion: never knock on the back of your head... kena coma ma cham ...