Scream...

Does it help to scream? ....
will someone hear your desperate cry for help?...
will someone know you're craving for their attention...?

in the sea of people...
does anyone stop to take a look at you when you're standing there...
in the middle, crying...
blood... dripping done your porcelain-like face...
because the tears aren't just tears...
its the scar of your heart...
that is torn apart again...
the scar that you thought would heal...
tears apart again... and digs deeper...
and bleeds...
and trickles..
into the pool beneath...

Does it help to scream...?
in the middle of the rain...
where everyone's sorrows drown yours...
and your scream isn't significant enough..
to grab other's attention...

why...
why can't screaming breaks through that barrier and reach the angel...
or maybe there's no angel...
maybe its just another lost soul in disguise....

when you scream for help...
the angel is screaming too...
but you don't know how the angel feels inside...
and you only feel the pain stirring inside of you...
and you will never know what the future holds....

but you keep holding on...
because you still believe in angels...
and you still believe in fairies..
you still believe that a pot of gold is awaiting you at the end of the rainbow...
you still truly believe that love conquers all...

and yes, maybe people may think you're naive and innocent..
but you are a believer...
and you believe....