I.L.A.L !!! (hmm?!)

today... I finished my last paper for AS!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

but damn, I'm so pissed because they memang saved the best for last....
I honestly think the Chemistry MCQ is the hardest... among all papers ....
but can't blame on anything... I guess I wasn't fully prepared... so...
whatever la... don't care already..
because as I was undergoing fragmentation...

I died slowly...
CHristine went to watch some movie with her gang and I decided to go back first...
because I have other plans^^
anyway... (back to the part as I was dying)

as I die slowly..
I turned on Facebook..
and I saw..
A POST!!!!

The New Issue of Rolling Stone: The Liberation of Adam Lambert : Rolling Stone : Rock and Roll Daily

Source: www.rollingstone.com

Up to the minute breaking news from the world of music, from the editors of Rolling Stone.
http://www.rollingstone.com/rockdaily/index.php/2009/06/09/the-new-issue-of-rolling-stone-the-liberation-of-adam-lambert/


EVERYONE FASTER GO SEE!!!
OH MY GOD!!
not because he admitted he's gay but because HE'S SO FUCKING AWESOME!!
I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !!!!!
and his album is dropping this FALL...
2-0-0-9!!!!!
OH MY GOD SO FAST!!! I CANNOT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

I LOVE YOU ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

as I saw him... I naturally defragmented...LOL
my cells rejuvenated... my spirits lifted....
I'm flying..
I feel.... wonderful.....
I feel...
GLAMTASTIC!!!!

and HE HAS AN OFFICIAL SITE!!!
(okay maybe long ago....)
http://www.adamofficial.com/news/adam-lambert-signs-19-records-rca-records

OH MY GOD!!!!
and if this is true...
you tengok!

Possible producers 4 the album: 1. The Neptunes 2. Ted Templeman 3. Jack White 4. Mike Cink 5. Timbaland 6. Flood

Adam Lambert's 1st Album
Title: Public Dispute

Singles: 12 of them

1. Controversy
2. Dreams
3. Cedar Fire
4. Wearing Black
5. Bohemian Rhapsody
6. 4 the Love of God
7. Rock U Back
8. She Spead Her Wings
9. 1 Nation Under A Groove
10. Rip U Up
11. Look N2 My Eyes
12. Other Side of the Tracks

(extracted from the official site)

OH MY GOD!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I CANNOT TAHAN ALREADY.....

!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

SO FUCKING HIGH NOW... HAHAHAHAAH AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I REALLY CANNOT WAIT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANNOT BEAR THIS OVERWHELMING FEELING!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

erhem... okay... now to something a little bit more... sad.... I realised.. after "Permanent" was released, from David Cook, also my husband, :D

his older brother, Adam,37 who was battling brain cancer for 11 years... passed away on 2 May of 2009... David announced it publicly at the Race of Hope, DC, which he ran in honour of his brother..

god... that explains why I felt so deeply touched by his performance during the finale in American Idol where he sang "Permanent" I nearly fainted.... as if his voice ripped my soul from my body... in other words... I had dry orgasm...

HAHAHAHA

ok not funny.... anyway I really loved that performance, it was utterly magnificent. Well, may Adam rest in peace.... NOT ADAM LAMBERT! =,,=

random pic of the day~~

CONCLUSION = YAY! EXAMS FINISHED! for now... I cannot believe there are people who are seemingly sane who can talk about A2 so fast... oh come on give it a break please.... I don't have more room for pressure == Tomorow I'll be going to Genting, wait for my post :D

with pics~~! AHAHAHA

oh yeah

forgot to explain what does I.L.A.L stands for... haha, oh come on... isn't it obvious?.... try guessing.......

I LOVE ADAM LAMBERT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

.... I could not sleep...

I woke up at 6.42 am today....
and I laid on bed for another 20 minutes trying to get back into sleep
because obviously I didn't get enough of that...
I don't know why...
maybe because I suddenly got comfortable sleeping in another condition...
Great! ==
How great...

yesterday night... I actually watched 2 movies...
Push and Disaster Movie...
Push was... unexpectedly okay... haha
well the plots are actually quite creative
and its kinda funny, I kinda ended up laughing throughout the movie most probably Y.Han was there... he kept popping random comments and statements which are utterly hilarious..
I truly enjoyed that part of humour
and Dakota Fanning was so cute!
always loved her acting, although her drunk scene was a bit unconvincing, but its so damn funny
!!

Disaster Movie was....
well..
you guys know how much I dislike these kinda spoof thingies...
mainly because I sometimes think its a waste of time and I stress on details and quality
especially inspiration...
but these kinda movies have their chances if they present themselves at the correct timing..
I'm .... unstable again emotionally...LOL
so...
yeah..
I LAUGHED LIKE I GOT SHOCKED BY A STRONG FLUCTUATING CURRENT while watching the movie
its just... ridiculous humour
enough said.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA omg the chipmunks are so funny ==
and I love the enchanted princess the most!
LOL
(I'm the enchanted princess ...: in Batman's very very low tone )

so anyway,
I slept at 1.30am today...
and I woke up at 6.42 am today...
and now...
I'm listening to the OST of Pirates of the Caribbean...

hmm...
hungry...
well..
I gotta force myself to study again...
Sape Hexers signing off ! ^^Random picture for today!
LOL
this was taken when I was having lots of fun few days ago...
Location = Roof of Gardens?... just go top floor then can cari already... ==

Conclusion = I feel like shit...

What to do after a series of unfortunate events...

Hmmm...
okay, maybe I should changed the title to "WHAT I DID AFTER A SERIES OF UNFORTUNATE EVENTS" because I don't think most common people would react like how I did...

I guess one of the unfortunate event that happened to me recently is...
ADAM LAMBERT LOST!
(yeah yeah I know its like so long ago that Kris Allen won... BUT OH MY GOD!! DAMN, ADAM LAMBERT LOST!) ==

so how did I moved on from that? well... we'll just see when albums are launched ^^


(check out this video to listen to what could have been his single)



and compare to Kris'
well you can argue that both are of different styles but ....
OH COMON!
ADAM LAMBERT IS SO MUCH BETTER IN TERMS OF RANGE, EXPRESSION AND EVEN THE BLOODY INSTRUMENTS!!!
==
its crappy when people say Adam is only showing off his vocals and isn't connecting,
I personally felt that even in this song, "No boundaries", Adam is telling someone who gives a shit about life to hang on and blah blah
and Kris Allen is honestly boring==
well of course he is good, that's how he ended up in the finale anyway but...
WE HAVE SO MANY KRIS ALLENS EVERYWHERE THAT'S THE PROBLEM==
if he doesn't reinvent himself... which obviously we cannot expect much, since he's a boy next door and being too humble :D (that is what actually attract people these days ... goodness)
everyone is just gonna be tired of him I bet ...

some people thinks Adam Lambert is too gay
too exaggerating...
too much screaming... -.- what the fuck!
that is not screaming la come on......@.@ Oh so damn funny.... HAHAHAHAH
too this... too that== oh crap !... those are just nonsense... and bullshit!
well anyway, preferences will be preferences...
you guys know me...
I'm no ordinary guy...
at least for my taste in every aspect ^^

*yawn*~~

after that, I realised how stupid I am... actually I already realised that long time ago.. but not to this extent...
I screwed up so much in my exams , theory and practical,
never have I ever felt so blunt before! goodness...

half way through my chemistry practical I swear to myself
NEVER EVER DO CHEMICAL ENGINEERING YOU FOOL!
I see clearly now that, I'm never gonna lay my arse on some stool and do research on any bloody chemicals or biology specimen!

and yet, my future is still so obscured ....
I still cannot find any light ==
WHERE IS MY CALLING?!!!!
T_T

Okay I released that frustration...
after that...
one of the most hebetudinous
most stupid
most dumb
most brainless THING I ever done in my life, is
getting scammed == and I knew what is going on all along...
I just don't understand why I wasn't reacting properly and ran away from all that shit ...

and now I lost all my savings...
2.4k ... how sweet?
and the funniest thing is, Jessica messaged me that day,
to tell me wonderful news!
guess what? @.@
HER MOM JUST WON 2 TICKETS TO EGYPT
AND IT COST RM2400!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
how fun my life could get :D

well honestly I'm still traumatized by that incident..
but on that day... I felt nothing... of course I feel so fucking stupid...
and no, its not because I get money easy and that amount doesn't matter me...
honestly I am breaking down .... pieces by pieces...
mentally and physically...
I can't really feel....
and I feel so seriously blur
and my knowledge and intelligence is draining...

I FEEL SO DAMN STUPID!!!!
I FEEL SO DISCONNECTED FROM MY BRAIN!
its like its dying or something...

that day, I ended up laughing and laughing at the situation...
and actually consoling someone who is supposed to be consoling me...
so what the hell is wrong with me?!

maybe I'm already at the stage where I lie to myself too much I cannot differentiate reality and fantasy anymore...
maybe my happiness is fake... and I'm forcing it..
but even I believe in that fake happiness already...

HAHAHAHA
Looking back at what I've typed.. I think I'm such a troubled complicated shit..
but to whom concerned...
what we have is never fake, I hope you know that ^^
I still wake up like this every morning ...
I wonder is it a good sight or a bad sight...
hmmm

Conclusion = Thank god I'm still living... as in... I still feel my surroundings and I am still aware of emotions developing and lost...

I need to break free from my chains...

Lameness

..... I kinsa dislike getting tagged but... whatever la.

Beside your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
[forehead]

How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
at infinite bliss :D

Who was the last person/people you took a picture with?
Jackie

Would you consider yourself spoiled?
kinda... I went through rough times too ==

Will you donate blood?
Love to but its complicated..

Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
3 of them ^^

Do you want someone to be dead?
YES! for once in my life yes! == those fuckers who scammed my money, wil post on that...

What does your last text message say?
Erm.Think so.

What are you thinking right now?
Is something bothering him...?

Do you want someone to be with you right now?
nope because I already have :D

What was the time you went to bed last night?
3 something?

Where did you buy tee you are wearing right now?
I'm wearing someone else's tee ==

Is someone on your mind right now?
yes

Who was the last person who text you?
Ah Loke

Who is No.2 having a relationship with?


Is No.3 is male or female?


If No.7 and No.1 get togather, would it be good?


What is No.1 studying about?


When was the last time you chatted with them?


Is No.4 single?


Say something about No.2


Waht do you think No.3 and No.6 being togather?


Describe No.9


What will you do if No.6 and No.7 fight?


Do you like No.8?

I'm not gonna tag people so...I'm skipping all these crap :D

sorry

Conclusion = errr.. can't think of one...==

Happy Birthday you pig !!! :D (in a Happy tone)

trust me,
I'm happy for you,you little pig ==
even though how miserable you made me during my childhood...
and how much attention you get from mom when we were young,
and how little beatings you got from her
but you know what,
at least I realised that made me stronger now compared to you..

anyway lol, that sounded so... evil
wasn't intending to do that,
anyway
I beg you,
you're 16 already
please please please grow up and don't stress mom out...

and you know what,
even though how much I really really hated you when I was young,
now its kinda all gone already,
cause I've grown up and moved on..
or maybe because I don't go home that much anymore so I don't have to bear looking at your miserable face in front of the computer everyday
and mum's nagging
which really brings my mood down...
one reason why is I really care about mum's health, she shouldn't be always this tensed
JUST BECAUSE OF YOU 2 MONSTERS
not helping with the housework and being so rebellious! ==
lol
I'm not denying I was perfect but you 2 are so much worse
omg! ==

anyway,
haha... I love you I give you that
and most probably I'm the last one who wished you Happy Birthday :D
do grow up,
my equally twisted brother...

Conclusion = I tell you what, I'm jealous of you too you monster, why the hell you're 184 tall and 68kg ++ ......... and you're 16! omg so unfair... and I'm just a twig ... T_T

MOOOooooooooo Qing... LOL

Today is Mommy's Day!
hmmm... I don't really feel comfortable saying mushy mushy things here so...
I just wanna say Mom I love you even though you wouldn't be seeing this here
but my auntie reads my blog and reports to you so there you go..
I love you ^^

Thank you for giving me life and my brother..==
and my lovely sister
and making us what we are right now
three horrible monsters :D
but that's what make us unique XD

So erm... I'm not really good in expressing love sometimes,
especially publicly but...
I am sorry for disappointing you so many times and I hope you forgive me because I'm never gonna be a doctor
HAHAHAHAHA==
and I'm sorry for not coming back every week
and don't worry I'm not dating anyone and spending my money carelessly for god's sake==
I'M EATING DOG RICE EVERYDAY!
ISN'T THAT TOTURING ENOUGH?! T.T

and I'm sorry for not being able to be a good role model for sis and bro ==
haha because I'm too shitty to be one :D


and I love love love you :D
Cow: " MOOOOOOoooooooo Qing......."
LOL

actually this the cow has nothing to do with Mother's day==

Conclusion = Cherish your mom and kiss and hug her every day! Don't forget to tell her I LOVE YOU! because you owe her those hours when she's in labour....


http://www.motionbox.com/videos/3096d5b41d1ae7c0be

A normal day...

Yin Qing and Yek Jiang moved into my unit last wednesday...
and boy, I love Yin Qing :D because he's so bloody smart, now I have my personal tutor on call ^^

today, I decided to make another plate of salad...
actually 2.. one for me and one for Christine....
lol and she hated the way I cut the vegetables... because they're so ugly to her and she commented people wouldn't have mood to eat...
T_T
first of all, I have no time, and we have no chopping board..
anyway... ok lo, I'll learn, I can't really make shapes anyway ...

when I was cutting off the skin of a pear...
I hurt my finger==
wu....
well anyway, nothing to cry about there...
T_T

and now... everyone is talking about...
MEGAN FOX A MAN?!!!
O.O!!
gasp!!!!
this hottie?! a man?
hmmm...

all this hype started last SUnday when
She said: "I am pretty sure I am a doppelganger for Alan Alda. I'm a transvestite. I'm a man. I'm so painfully insecure. I'm on the verge of vomiting now. I am so horrified that I am here, and embarrassed. I'm scared."
during the Golden Globe...

well anyway... I guess I don't really care...
she's so bloody damn hot and 99% of the female population can't even match up to her....

hmm... come to think of it... from certain angles....she does have facial structures of a male....

Conclusion = hmm... if she reall was a man.. WOW... such a success... lol I am going GAGA!...
but if you give me hair extensions... and reshape my eyebrows.. and boobs... and a little make up... I think I look bloody hot too... LOL
BUT I'LL NEVER GO THERE! ==

Can't read my, can't read my poker face~~

P-p-p poker face,p-p-p poker face,
(mum mum mum mah,mum mum mum mah...)
P-p-p poker face, p-p-p poker face,
(mum mum mum mah,mum mum mum mah...)