Sweet Dream....

A few days ago I dreamt about you...
we walked silently
in the exact same neighbourhood I'm living in now
from our lovely house towards your car
You were talking sweetly to me
and I was smiling all the time
we drove to your friend's beautiful home
and it was filled with elaborated decorations...
it was a dinner for a special night
and I felt warm around you and your friends

I touched your hands and felt your intoxicating breath
steady and warm...
and I fell into you
you embraced me and I feel safe
I'm in love again
I do not remember your face..
but for the first time ever...
I had a dream so real...
so fantastic I really wish it wasn't so short...
but I am satisfied
because somewhere in my heart....
I really felt that... this is a sign
that for once, I'll find someone who truly loves me

Life after a crazy month :)

Dear readers,

I am done with having vacations and enjoying my December like never before. and I have to say what a wonderful period it was! by far the best month I ever had because of the constant playing and spending,
so thrilling that now I seriously feel guilty....

well I am back home now, my wonderful home in little Seremban. The serenity and beauty Seremban has to offer is indeed blissful, I am in utter happiness here :)

well I guess I can say I'm done with year 2009 and boy what an interesting year it has been! Ups and downs as usual, but I guess this is one year where I grow a lot! compare to the rest, maybe its because I have grown to view things in a wider perspective and being able observe little changes. I am happy that I am able to appreciate things more and finally, am able to smile again.
Glad that I can view things in a more positive way even though all this traits, I only gained late this year, better late than never huh?

I have slowly learn to live my life without regrets, although I have done some really really stupid things in my life, not to mention downright foolish choices, I guess in every path I take, there are lessons ahead installed for me to learn and grow.
What I truly regret though, is not sparing more time and love for my family and true friends, and that will be one main priority for next year.

and I guess I would have to thank the awesome people in my life, no matter how many years or mere seconds we have known each other for, as long as you come into my life and touched me, you got an official Alexander Wong stamp as "awesome!"
lol
no matter whether our relationships stayed or ended, well or badly, I truly thank you people for I surely am inspired by you guys, for the soul you are, and for the world and lessons you showed and brought to me. Thank you, you make me what I am today.
and I am happy and proud of myself :)

I am sooooooo ready for year 2010!!!!
GIVE ME ALL YOU GOT BABY!
lol
I'm sure there will be plenty of surprises ahead! XD
can't wait!
I LOVE YOU AWESOME PEOPLE!!

I gotta end this post here.
OH! sorry for not wishing you guys
A Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!
(I'm still in the Christmas mood~~)

Conclusion = My Christmas gift is awesome! Thanks mom and dad! I love you guys :D




here's a smile from the recent me, hope it isn't awful~~ lol

Wedding Dress

Dear Readers,

I fell in love with the song "Wedding Dress" by Tae Yang from the Korean group "Big Bang" since the first time I hear it. The song is absolutely beautiful complemented by its well directed music video.
Tae Yang's ability to turn my skin green with his charming looks is a plus too :)

I was partially bored at home so I finally googled the translation of the lyrics and I was really impressed by the lyrics! not to discredit him before but I never knew how touching and deep the lyrics actually is.
and his voice utterly mesmerizing I never feel bored listening to his songs after multiple plays.



OH! DID I MENTION HIS DANCE MOVES ARE TO DIE FOR?!
JUST SEE HOW FLUID HE CAN MOVE...DAYUMMM!!

here's the English translation

Some say it’s not over ‘till it’s over
Guess this is really over now
There’s something I gotta say before I let you go
Listen

When you have a fight with him
Sometimes you cry
And feel sad and blue
I become hopeful
My heart aches secretly
Then just a hint of your smile
Can make feel fine again
To keep you from figuring out how I feel about you
Coz then we would drift apart
I hold my breath, bite my lips
Oh, please leave him and come to me

Baby, please don’t take his hand
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Please look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

You never knew how I felt about you
And I hated you so
Sometimes I wished you would be unhappy

Now I have no more tears left to cry
When I’m by myself I talk to you like you’re here
I’ve felt so restless every night
Maybe I’ve known all along this would happen
I close my eyes and dream an endless dream
Please leave him and come to me

Baby, don’t take his hand when he comes to you
Coz you should be my lady
I’ve been waiting for you for so long
Look at me now

When the music starts
You will vow to spend
The rest of your life with him
How I prayed every night
This day would never come

The wedding dress you’re wearing
It’s not me (next to you)
Oh, the wedding dress you’re wearing, oh, no

Please be happy with him
So that I can forget you
Please forget how miserable I looked
It’s going to be unbearably hard for me
For a long while to come

CREDITS
Hangul Lyrics: bugs.co.kr
Romanization: yukyien @ soompi
Translations: pgeorgie.blogspot.com

touching....
T_T
I wanna go cry now....lol

P/s I just saw someone commented about Lady Gaga being overrated , that she's good but not THAT GOOD
what I have to say is...

WHAT THE FUCK LA!! ARE YOU FILLED WITH SHIT IN THE SKULL?!
(lol I know it may be a very biased perspective to a lot of people)
but come on! her music and lyrics are works of a genius!
and I haven't even start about her music videos ..... the complexity and layers of her creativity is beyond extreme! and she outdone herself all the time ..
she's so much better than a lot of other artistes EXPONENTIALLY ==

(ok I know other people would still argue but I sincerely think people wouldn't see it that way because of the taste in music, not to say I don't admire other artistes but really, the work Lady Gaga have made is so original and edgier she deserves her title)

Conclusion = I wouldn't say Lady Gaga rocks more than Carrie Underwood in country music. Get my point?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Dear readers,

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

I JUST REALLY WANNA SCREAM RIGHT NOW!
BECAUSE I'M SO HAPPY WITH MY LIFE NOW FOR SO MANY REASONS!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!

even though I'm so much uglier than before due to pimples
even though many sad things and conflicts has happened
even though I still argue with my family members
even though I'm temporarily deaf in the left ear for whatever bloody reason =.=
(I guess the cause is the flight.... == )

but I am just so happy with everything that is happening right now
especially the positive things that has happened and is happening

I'm glad that I am able to experience so many beautiful things in this world
just got back from Kota Kinabalu and I love it there!
the people are kind and the view is mesmerising...
and the oddest thing is...
I found love there...

that's something I really never expected...
love for the food...
and the place...
and a particular someone...
although its such a short romance...
thank you..

anyway this is just a short entry.
wanna sleep now... gonna rush back to KL for another shopping date ==
god....
its like continuous fun fun fun!!
I really feel guilty @.@

Conclusion = Please cupid I beg of you...don't play games with me anymore. Give me something
permanent ok? XOXO

thank you
lol

Through window panes....

Dear readers,

I sit here in my kitchen...
listening to mellow songs while admiring the rich,brown design of the kitchen cabinets...
carefully picked by my lovely mother
and over the kitchen counter,smoky fumes liberating from the cooking pot...
dim streams of light penetrating though the window panes,
illuminating the dark...dam basin..
I cannot help but to feel blessed about life right now.

Tremendously happy I am with all the positive influence I was exposed to and all the interesting people I met.Thankful for the great,lovely people who came into my life and touched my soul.
I could never ask for more than this :D

I finished my A-level a week ago so I'm free!
for now...haha
the days has been lazy....
but I did managed to insert some activities during these days...
I played Paintball with my buddies,
(a chance to show the sadistic side of me.....HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH
I managed to shoot my heart out and inflicted pain...hahahaha
but I got shot directly in the head and heart == .. god I suck.... )
watched 2012....
sang ==
oh! and I visited campuses that I am considering....
it was quite fruitful
but I always get mixed reviews.........zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ==
WHERE SHOULD I STUDY LA IF I WANNA DO BUSINESS?!
HOW COME SOME SAYS MONASH AND SOME SAY TAYLORS?!
ANY SUGGESTIONS?!!
thanks...
LOL

so I'm gonna play until crazy for the whole December :D
wheeeee!
then I guess I gotta find a job by January...
and I really really pray that my results will turn out good... cause I don't know what to feel about my performance during the exam...
I felt numb....
so God, please please, I'm not greedy... last time I took 4 subjects...
now give me 3 A's can already XP
and I pray that all my fellow friends will get wonderful results too ^^

I wonder what surprises year 2010 will have for me.
I'm excited and I cannot wait for a bigger change :D
but zzzzzzzzzzz
speaking of enrollment ....
I'm kinda beaten by the idea of knowing new people...
shy~~
LOL
and hopefully flowers will blossom again ^^
I guess this is it for now.
Good luck to those taking STPM
and have a magnificent holiday to the rest !

Conclusion = Embrace new changes and life ;)
* I'm happy that someone I stopped talking to for months actually replied me yesterday...
LOL! what a surprise @.@
try contacting a lost one, you never know what answers you might get back.
I'm glad I did.

I'm Back ! :D

Dear Readers,

(lol... I guess a little bit change in format and a little bit more courtesy would be sweet ^^)

So yay... I'm back :)
more drama...
haha

A- levels has practically ended and I only have 3 more papers to kill and I will be free :D
so how was life while I was away?
the same-o-stuff I guess... nothing extravagant happened exactly, just enjoyed my life and spending quality time with my friends, having fun and laughing hard. exchanging sarcasm... exchanging insults....and GAZILLIONS OF COLD JOKES....
I just realised I've gotten crazier and loonier due to too much exposure of "The Christine Virus" and pre-exam stress... and to be honest having this stress for 2 months isn't really killing me because I slacked off more than I am suppose to...
but still I pray hard that everything turns out great for all of us

A small new chapter of my life will begin soon...
the big one,I guess will only start when I enroll into a University...
and I will enjoy all the free time I have paying friends visit and spending more quality time and love with my friends and family

(zzz gotta take off my head-gear first.. can't concentrate on 2 things -.- )

well! hmmm... I honestly cannot believe A level is over! yay! although it is one of the best experience and learning process I had.
and I made friends with the coolest people during this period
I sincerely hope our paths will collide again in the future.

I kinda made up my mind with what I will major in already... and its kinda more assured thing.. compared with my choices last time..
unless I really get inspired again....
or I got sent to New York or Italy...
hmmm....
LOL
guess I'll major in Marketing...
yeah, major shock huh? -.-

and my, how time flies!
some friends said I've grown taller and I really really hope that's true and I hope I still am :D
please stop at 185 and I'll be really thankful of my genes and god
I guess I've grown too in all aspects...
well of course we do.. only retards don't...

unfortunately my face is infested by really really aggressive and disgusting pimples T_T
and I really wonder why all of the sudden...
recovery rate is like 40% -.-
and spreading rate is like 55%
I wonder will I ever gonna get my flawless face back....
lol..

plans after this.. hmm...
read like tons of novels....piano.... and relax and just have fun..
oh oh! my latest passion is photography (passion started when I first held a DSLR months ago.. like July?)
AND I DESPERATELY WANT ONE TOO!!!
PLEASE DADDY I BEG YOU TO BUY ONE FOR ME T_T!!!
sob...

and I am so proud of Adam Lambert and Lady Gaga right now :)
they seriously kick ass!!
DID YOU GUYS SAW THE VIDEO OF "BAD ROMANCE"
OH MY GOD!!!!!
IT JUST TOTALLY KILLS ALL RETARDED BITCHES IN THE MUSIC INDUSTRY!
AND IT FEATURED ALEXANDER MCQUEEN'S DEGISN!!
WAH-LIAO-EH~~!!
go youtube. it trust me!

and I need to get back on track with the dramas and movies I haven't watch yet.
UBER EXCITED FOR 2012!
and Avatar!
did I mention Prince of Persia.? ok that's next year but fuck! its from the producers of Pirates OTC. that show definitely will give me orgasms...lol
and New Moon!
and Saw 6!! OH MY GOD...
SAW.......*drools...*

well I think I've typed too much...
will update more next time.

Have a lovely day people!

New Moon

The Moon Cake Festival...
also known as the Mid Autumn Festival... doesn't really carry any significance in my life...
I didn't get the chance to taste any delicious moon cakes either.
even though I do yearn for a chocolate flavoured one...

life has been slow... and boring for weeks already...
I just cannot wait to move out of this A level phase...
move on to 2010...
because I cannot bear this dead environment anymore... thank god its all going to end...
with a final war..
and yet... I'm not equipped or ready at all...

so I guess I would most probably die in vain...

at a lot of points... I wanna move out ... detach from my parents...my family
its really negative here.. the energy...
I cannot stand it no longer.. and I always wondered why I can tolerate the energy...
but no... I guess I didn't really fight it through.. it did drained me...
making me tired... and lifeless...
and deprive all my motivation...
to live and grow...

I went cycling yesterday...
and I realised a lot has changed...
the playground which I frequent to when I was young...
has grass growing all over the sand now..
and many tall trees erected in a lot of places...
the second playground...
was burned into ashes...
I wonder what happened to it...
sad..

More beautiful homes were built
yet.. the place is always quiet...
one reason why I love exploring this place..
I love the sound of silence...
it always makes me feel calm.....

I can't wait no longer....
I wanna go away...
Conclusion = Planning of departure...