A day with Tine Tine and Alexander

What happens when you see and think of when you see this?



and this?

There can only be one thing in my mind..
and Christine's...
and my friends...
and Christine's friends.....

weird..
ANIME
BAMBOO
LEGS guy!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!
@.@

lol
Once upon a time,
I was going back to my condo with Christine..
we were walking...
under her umbrella, under a hot, sunny day...
on our way towards the bus station...
in front of us..
there it was...
or he was... the guy with very thin legs.. and weird hair..
and weird face...
lol anyway, this was our conversation
A: How was your test ah?
C: Walao! I keep doing stupid mistakes==
A: Ai yo you can de la you so smart! ^^
C:What oh! You smarter than me ok?
A: ==
O.O eh you look in front... that guy de legs so damn thin...
like those anime creeps.. with weird weird legs... walao his legs so thin he dare to wear skinny pants?
C:Yea lo hor... AHAHAHAHAH
A: I dunno whether will I look like that when I wear them...
C: No la, your legs good looking enough what. Model ma~~ ^.*
A:==

Meanwhile
Animeboy : (in his mind) my legs are awesome~~
wow! that girl walking towards the bus stop is so hot!
I gotta get her phone no....so I can call her every hour in 15 minute intervals..
and make her my creep queen....
I'll make her wear my skinny pants... because it fit all legs...
except the guy beside her because he has better legs...but nevermind..
I will get my creep queen.....

(ok I made that up) -.-

anyway...we never made eye contact... both parties..


the next beautiful day...
C:OMG! you know what?! you remember that anime guy we stabbed his back with our evil, poison oozing words with? he asked my friend at the bus stand for my number after we got unto the bus! @.@
A: WHAT?! ==
WALIU!
AHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA
C: ==
A: I cannot believe the guy we talked about behind his back... and criticise... turned out to show interest in you.. wow... that is such a coincidence....
C: yea lo....


(I'm breaking this up into a few parts... so you guys wont get tired reading..LOL)

WOOSH!

wow!
you know what?!
lol...
I am such a bitch ==
today my mood is so good and I am so happy right now,
not to say today is the happiest day of my life
but hey,
I guess I finally moved on from the past...
well some major problems I need to move on with..
so its a great achievement considering what happened..
but right now I'm talking so ambiguously and most of you guys wouldn't understand
but I tell you what,
be happy for me because I'm still living and I'm happy^^

for those who know,
I moved on !! :D

Today, I went to watch "He's Just NOT that into you" with a friend in The Gardens,
boy, this movie is very nice and its so wickedly funny
but I don't think this show are for most guys,
but,
if you ever experienced love in any form,
or you're those sensitive and sensible ones...
this movie you definitely can relate to...
haha
and having the cast with most A list stars
are just ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
there's like Scarlett Johansson, Bradley Cooper, Justin Long, Ben Affleck, Jennifer Aniston, Drew Barrymore, jennifer Connelly,
and the rest of the cast are very funny,
the lines are so smart and totally true..
lol

but of course, there were some unnecessary scenes...
and I don't know why they censored the kissing scenes==

then I went to buy groceries...
and I got sick
==

I mean I got sick early in the morning due to exposure of low temperature...
T_T
so now my head is banging and I feel like dying
but hey,
I am happy because I had a great day today,
and I moved on,
the movie helped me in some ways...
lol

so...
now I wanna go back and sleep..
and pray..
tomorow gotta get back to schoolwork again..

Conclusion = The End of the world only will occur in 3 simple ways,
1. When you give up on yourself and life
2. When People are still ignorant about the environmental changes and global warming
3. When everyone goes to war.... and Apocalypse reallly is happening...
(this is what I can think of right now...)
so..
SAVE THE WORLD AND LOVE LOVE LOVE^^

dah cukup..

larmes....

Je continue de pleurer pour toi....

Je suis désolé

Random talk...

I'm in a not so good mood right now...
maybe because I'm bored...
maybe because I lost motivation momentarily..
my trials just ended last week..
and my results ain't good...
I still cannot figure out what I am suppose to do in the future...
what is my niche...
what can I do to contribute to the society...
what can I do to survive...
what can I do to live...

I've been soul searching for so long..
and yes I got some small answers in the process...
and I realise how weak I am too...
I've learnt some life lessons in the hard way...
sometimes I wish I could do it all over again...
yet, there are too many mistakes I've done...
cause I shouldn't regret anything at all..

Tomorrow is the Pikom Pc Fair again..
I wanted to work so much...
but the places were filled up..
damn it..

I just don't know what is wrong these days...
things just are unpleasant...
not that I'm so negative...
its just hard to deny the unpleasant situations happening around me...
or maybe yeah...
I am attracting negative stuff... because of what I'm thinking...

Maybe I'm still sad...
of what happened ....
yeah...
I admit I haven't let go...
and I don't think it will be soon....

Anyway, I won't be going back home this week... and maybe for the next few weeks... or months...
because I have extra classes on Saturday...
and exams coming up..
lazy to get back...
I miss my family....
but not really that much...
not that I don't love them...
I'm just tired ....

I guess I want to go Penang again..
my escape island...
but I don't think the feeling will be the same again...
due to some circumstances...
everything is so different now...

I'm tired...
and I am confused...

Someone save me...

Now what...

So now I finally finished my trials..
and my results are still sucky...
haha
but since I'm trying to be positive right now...
I should say...
(erm.. this is hard..)
my results aren't as expected and I should try harder because it wasn't that hard in the first place^^
lol
well honestly yeah... I just realised it wasn't that hard after all.. you just really need to motivate yourself and revise revise revise!

so from the previous post I did mention about drama this and that but I don't think I can write that right now because...
I guess I moved on and I am slowly letting go of those negative energies and sad memories...
don't wanna write them here..
because I guess all those dreams and hope are just illusions..
and assumptions...
which are not meant to be...
and I guess I shouldn't hang on to them any more...

so anyway,
I went to watch THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS 4!!!
I like it but I don't know why I didn't get that adrenaline rush action movies should give...
but hey, the girls are smoking hot!
and the cars are so so so cool~~
oh yeah, watch out for Terminator 4 too!
the trailer is total awesomeness!!


when we're just about to head home...
we realised..
our friend's car tyre got punctured...
deliberately by someone we do not know...
god... I realise unfortunate things keep happening these days..
the bus I got on crash into another car..
(nothing serious)
my friend got robbed...
I overslept and ended up not studying...
and the other thing....

but!
to be positive..
I guess I have to take them as lessons from God...
or awareness... of how to be careful and appreciate stuff?
lol

and I realise... I did a lot of shitty stuff to upset people...
I realise how selfish I am and the things I said really affected people in so many ways..
so I am sorry about that...
I hope it doesn't sound cheap=.=

Conclusion = Growing up...

Tagged by Melvin Goh

1. The person who tagged you?
Melvin Goh

2. Your relationship with him/her is
Coursemates :D

3. Your impressions of him/her
very determined guy, hardworking and serious. oh and I admire that he works and study at the same time.

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you
erm... for this moment I can only think of he driving me back to my condo. which i really appreciate^^ thanks

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you
err=.= honestly dude I cant remember sorry..

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will
never will happen...-.-


7. If he/she becomes your lover,things he/she has to improve on will be
no idea...=.=
omg Melvin this is weird...

8. If he/she becomes your enemy,you will
I dont have enemies... ^^
never will

9. If he/she becomes your enemy,the reason will be
us being too childish and immature to handle conflicts

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now
tell him how I admire his motivation and studying ethnic

11. Your overall impression of him/her is
efficient and productive

12. How do you think people around you will feel about you?
serious and cool to those who don't know me
crazy and bubbly to those who know...
over-the-top... full of myself...selfish... but infectious..^^

13. The characters you love of yourself are
my emo-ness and never give up heart.

14. On the contrary,the characters that you hate about yourself
not productive...slack-off... not responsible... not smart enough....not loving enough.... not being appreciative... not determined....
omg do you really want me to go on...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is
erm... a better version of myself...
someone who can walk into everyone's life and illuminate them

16. For people who care and love you,you say something to them
I love u...

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you
~1~Christine Lay
~2~Ah PAN!
~3~JEssica!
~4~Kah Moon!
~5~Angeline :D

18. Who is no.6?
I only did 4 people....

19. Is no.9 a male or female?
a transsexual..

20. If no.7 and no.10 together,is that a good thing?
no idea

21. What is no.2 studying about?
Architecture..

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no.3?
yesterday

23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
dunno....

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
yeah.... 3

25. Will you woo no.3?
lol never.... best friends^^

26. How about no.7?
whoever it should be... no... not looking for one

27. Is no.4 single?
yes she is...from what i last heard..

28. What is the surname of no.5?
LAW!

29. What is the hobby of no.10?
-.-

30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
never..
lol

31. Where is no.2 studying at?
Taylors =.=

32. Talk something casually about no.1
she is one of the most interesting girls I ever met^^

33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.6?
nope... cause no.6 is just air..

34. Where does no.9 live at?
ai yo....

35. What colour does no.4 like?
erm....Lavender? dunno wo...

36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
good friends..

37. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
nope=.=...

38. What is no.6 doing now?
dunno..

Stress...

equals to Force over area...
but this equation is usually related to tensile stress...
so am I being squashed?
crappy question...but emotionally and spiritually yes...

the force of everything from the universe which acts on the total surface area of my body...
how do you calculate that force?
its not confirmed actually, it's something dependent...
on how you accept and perceive things..
how you react to changes and situations...
how much force you let react upon you...

Good evening, I am your friendly friend...
Sape Alexander Hexers ^^
and I'm back :D

for the past month so many things happened and changed...
well I definitely changed...
relationships were formed and destroyed...
I lost someone I dearly heart...
and I realise a lot more about myself in a short time...
yes... everything is negative
but I guess its time to switch polars and try to live life productively and try hard to be happy now
it was effortless long time ago...
but the circumstances and short-comings I'm facing from the last update really made me realise..
nothing is for sure...
nothing is promised...
and what we do... the minute things... the stupid things you say...
actually, can make a serious drastic change...
situations may even be fatal...
at one point I thought I died... slowly...

right now, I don't wanna think about anything...
but people,
more drama from the
past,
present,
and future is coming!

I am BARK!!!!

Conclusion = I have 2 more trials paper to complete so this is short...
wait for my story....
(If I still have listeners out there.... haha)