An overwhelming force of the mind...

GOD DAMN IT!!!!
This week may be one of the worst weeks I am having out of this pitiful yet blessed in some bloody way life of mine... =.=

First of all, I missed the Beijing 2008 Olympics Closing ceremony... which featured elaborated performances, magnificent choreography...even Leona Lewis was there....
not mentioning the breath-taking pyrotechnics... T_T ... wuu...

and then I just realised on Monday, that the actual date of my Chemistry test is on Friday... damn it... which stirs tremendous guilt inside of oneself for not studying intensely during the holidays...

But I never regretted one thing about sleeping till late hours... such a bliss ^^

then my friend who promised 2 tickets for Avril Lavigne's actually sold them away... without telling me first, which obviously, I had reminded him strongly to call me on an emergency note if he ever was gonna sell it DAMN!
(dude you made me sad...T_T...
LOL, no offence okay? its alright, I forgive you :D)

so much for The Best Damn Thing tour...
sorry love, I promised myself long time ago that when you're coming I'll definitely come see you... but I don't think that's gonna happen in this case... next time then...


AND ALL THAT NOISE!!!!! AHhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
I can't stand it no longer!!!!!

then, I realised that some comments I produced actually ruined somebody's mood for the whole holiday or whatever... and I thought it was a constructive comment, which I was told so...
so much for being open and great efficiency...
everything for the everyone my ass

and now I'm bloody stressed out cause my stupid test is coming already...
ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!
and the next test is on Wednesday and the next is on Thursday then Friday next week!!

AND WHAT ON EARTH?! COMMISSION WILL ONLY BE GIVEN AROUND NOVEMBER?!

god damn earthlings...
Fark'yall

Conclusion= I am seriously defeated...

FLASHBACK!

^^
hehe...
I'm back!... "boo~~"
... Okie okie, first of all... wanna apologise... for being such an arse... and not updating consistently...
which well, I have some pretty good explanations for that...
I am busy with...err... college I think... which I ain't excelling in.. and I have no mood... constantly...
so, Good alibi huh? :D

but the good thing is! I'M BARK!!! ( for the holidays only I think...)
so I suppose I should brief you guys... ( I dunno whether are there anyone still who reads my blog posts... but A GAZILLION THANKS TO YOU GUYS WHO DO! Muacks! ^o^)
on what I have left off....
hmm.. One small turning point of my life is when I worked in the PC fair which was.. weeks ago?
yeah... and what an absolutely amazing experience that was... not necessary all positive though...
I was late... for all three days for some apparent reason I cannot mention... ( I want to though XD) and yeah... not all blames on the other party either... I'm never a good time manager.... so I guess I'll never succeed in a modelling gig huh? T_T

so when I worked there... I learnt quite a number of things...
1. Never be blur
2. do homework do homework do homework
3. Never be too nice to clients
4. Never give out extra info when not asked...
5. Never feel sorry because its just BUSINESS!
6. Never work for asshole bosses...who has attitude probs....which makes your client unhappy when you did one small mistake which affects everything... (do the math ^^ or call me )
7. never be late...
8. Never believe in clients....

(that's all I could muster up.....)

so during those 3 days... I've made some friends... made some clients happy... and got screwed by my boss... (and I am still wondering whether will I get my commission that I earned...I haven't got my paid yet... fishy.... but no worries... they say it have to wait... when the time's up... I'm gonna bring my Bazooka and blast their sorry arses....those miserable... adults....)

and I realised... business may not be the thing for me... too much... fakeness.... I cannot say lies because we do sell genuine products... and give correct info. its just the things untold are... unnoticed... so... maybe direct business not for me then :) so I still can think about being a manager ! ^^ and earn LOADS AND LOADS OF $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$)

(I know you smiled when you saw all those $$$$$$$$$ ^^
DON'T LIE! )

and I realise that people of my age shouldn't work... or the correct word should be maturity...or knowledge... but generally... work= no good... cause we'll be turned into the dark side.... if we don't buy shields and wrapped them around us.... and the world ain't fair.... trust me, you don't have to be a computer literate to be a top seller..
and this is when you get to witness a little bit of human nature... the negative side of it...

oh yea btw,... I met a very very troublesome client... on the last day somemore..
Why Tie Fishes?!
that I can confidently say, stole away promising clients... and...
I don't wanna talk about it no more...

but in a nutshell... I finally realise how salespeople felt... when they met troublesome clients...
like my mom who bargains a lot and other mothers...
and people like me.. who put on a handsome,fake smile... a promising one... and never came back...

(sorry though, can't give you full length experience...cause its been such a long time...)

Conclusion= Study good... Work bad...

Sorry...but

WOW! SO long time no update liao ah!
btw what a big surprise...
next week.....
our suppose to be September test....
will be held!!! OMG!!! WTF -.- so...

I officially announce this blog is in COMA...
sorry people...the brain died....
but I'm pretty sure a very good doctor will come heal this poor fella back..

so guys...show some love and patience :)

and f.y.i ..... I have no girlfriend la Ray... single but not available... my heart is only for you guys and family for the moment ^^
see I so good ~~


Conclusion: never knock on the back of your head... kena coma ma cham ...

Unexpected events...

Okay this may not be that funny... but they certainly are quite interesting in my life so...

UPDATE UPDATE!!!

last Friday, I went for a job interview...
( ya... a job interview...)
for the upcoming Pc fair... lol.. its only a 3 day thing so.... nothing wrong what... I just want quick cash and I BLOODY WANT TO GO TO AVRIL'S CONCERT!!!
(ya la she's coming..=.=)

so I thought we were having the interview in TBR or Melati.... but unfortunately.. the venue was in Wisma Genting... which requires one depart from the LRT station... to Dang Wangi.... to switch to monoreal... (how do you spell that...o.O?)
and then get crammed up with lots and lots of people... and wait two stops... and squeeze your way out to the door.. and scream OXYGEN! and do all that in minutes...
Thank god it wasn't hours...

on that particular day... I actually saw a mob of people protesting to some hotel being greedy or whatever... lots of banging and shouting ... first time up close le... but I takut they come hit me so...

few steps away.... then we arrived at some tall sky scrapper.. not what I have imagined... and we entered.. overwhelmed by the degree of temperature inside the building.... which was... @.@
and you cannot imagine the how high tech the elavator was... I mean... for an ordinary teen who never travelled far...
"Ding~~ going up~~ 4th floor... (in a thick British accent)"
(yep... that's true.... and the walls are made of stainless steel or whatever...lol... macam cermin le... so cantik....)
and the buttons are HUGE~! O.O
and then... go inside a room... with 5 other candidates.....
wait wait wait....
lady walks in..." I'm sorry... registration closed...."
WHAT?!!!
"but I think I can make an exception...."
phew..... -.-
so we fill some details.. and she start interviewing us... in front of the rest ....
its like.." OK so NOW YOU ALL HAVE 10 MINUTES TO SELL YOURSELF AND MAKE ME HIRE YOUR ARSE!"

~~~~~~~~~
"Good evening miss ^^"
"May I sit?"
Yes you may...
You may start :)
"har?... erm ...so..... (I wanted to say introduce but the word just didn't came.. T_T) erm...
(noooooOOOo major mistake....)
tell me about yourself, experience and why should I hire you...
"ok... my name is.... I am the most sexiest teen alive...
I am the most beautiful creature....
You will hire me....
You will hire me....
I am the most capable....."

10 minutes later...
Ok you're hired
:D
YAY! I got the job...
so see you guys in August 1/2/3 Pc fair XD
buy from me ah so I get commission ... I'm at the Toshiba booth ...
~~~~~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~
wind wind wind back to today.... 21/July...
surprisingly... I got back my Rm100 deposit which I though I would never get back from the evil witch who works at the Management Office....

and I finally .....
after months and months of waiting!!!
SWAM!!!!
OMG!!
YES!! I finally dive my arse into the pool~~~!!
WHEE!!!!
:D



Conclusion : Live life...to the fullest... not that I am yet... but in my humble opinion... we gotta do things we always wanted and experience different things... heals the soul ^^

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new form of experiences....

yay! can blog properly again ....I think... since I just finished my first test...Wuuuuuu....
yesterday I just did something naughty and bought something naughty....
I can't write it here..cause I know my mom has a source who reads my blog and tells her my dirty secrets....
YOU EVIL SOURCE!

actually some pretty interesting stuff happened within these few weeks ..
like for instance...
one fine day.. 3 days before my first paper... when I was studying...
half way through..suddenly the living room turned dark... as if a someone had unplug the main switch...
violent screams echoed from the hallways... then from every directions...
for one second I thought something dangerous is happening... but then I realised...
Ouh... a blackout... in a condominium? =.=
I never knew that's possible...
then I ran out to witness the magnificent city view...which was..WOAH! mind blowing...
but then... I was interrupted...again by screams... LOL....
everyone ran out to their balcony to make weird weird noises and they kept screaming like mad... and IT WAS 12 AM ALREADY!
every unit were screaming weird things like...
"YOU JUMP I SEE!!"
"HELP!! ITS SO DARK!!"
one even took out a lighter and the bug sprayer to make a flamethrower effect.... =,,=
then Christine... as mad as she always is...
( I TELL YOU...YOU MUST TRUST ME WHEN I SAY SHE'S CRAZY)
(BUT SHE STILL LOSE TO JESSICA IN TERMS OF LOUDNESS and sometimes craziness... but Christine cuter le...shush...don't tell anyone I said that... I love the both of them :D)

then we starting screaming too-.-
like "We're so bored!!"
and surprisingly, the people opposite the our block replied
"US TOO!!"
LOL, and we started replying each other and singing and clapping=.=
too bad Yong Han didn't participate...he wanted to sleep...and he got angry and dunno ran to where....
after all that madness... a police car came.... O.O
then everyone ran back into their units... ROFL!
hide hide... shush...

(btw my others friends still dare to go play the lift=.= ... really mad)

then the next day.... while we were happily waiting for the elavator... going for dinner...
we waited... and waited.... for 10 minutes....
then finally! DING.... as we entered the lift...and it closes up..I felt something weird..
didn't bothered though... then we descended...from 11th floor..reaching 8th floor...
then suddenly the lift stopped and lifted a bit...@@
OMG
I don't quite know how to explain it but its like...you know "Dip and float"? like the lift accelerated downwards and suddenly stopped and went back up a bit ....
its like playing those "Suicide Tower" in Genting or the "Lift of Death" in Disneyland T_T
and the lift just went down to 4th floor..then back up to 12th... then 16...then back down to 8th....then back up...
like woah.... first time le...LOL
everyone was like Omg What on earth is happening....
then one of us (I think it was Joash) screamed...OMG WE'RE GONNA DIE!!! T_T
....................
Apa la...
then I stared at him coldly like this -.-
"Lifts got emergency brakes de ok..."
at least that calmed everyone down... then the process kept repeating.. and we all talked weird weird things like dying and stuff=.=.... Christine was shocked like hell ....LOL...she didn't even made a sound... and we all making weird weird sounds....-.-
actually the worst thing is....there's another guy stuck with us..haha.. I dunno how he felt...
either too annoyed by us..or scared....then suddenly we felt this is quite serious...so Joash pressed the emergency button...
silence....
"Hello? Ada masalah ke?"
(WHAT ADAD MASALAH KE! OF COURSE GOT LA..IF NOT PRESS THE STUPID THING FOR WHAT)
"Ya, kami terperangkap dalam lift , boleh tolong ke?"
"Betul ke ni?"
(-.-.....WTF.....really.. wtf...)
"Ya la! you old rotten pile of brainless being!"
(actually wanted to say that...but)
"betul la pak cik ...=.="
"Ok ok...tunggu ah..."

after 15 minutes of going up and down....
the position of the lift go up and down..up and down ...UP And down!...lol
finally...
G floor..
DING...
Thank GOD!
lol everyone rushed out of the lift T_T
the rest was blurness of lifts and evil people who played with elavators....


Conclusion : read more so you know where brakes are available... if not... I think we all would have screamed like mad inside and thought we all are gonna be squashy mushy when we plunged to our death....

TOLONGGGGGGGGGG!!!
ROFL...

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A LEVELS AIN'T THAT EASY! T.T

wow...just...wow....
after finishing that Applied maths test ..I just realised... I underestimated the whole test thingy...
and I am just not prepared yet...
I mean... the amount of adrenaline produced during the whole process is more than the adrenaline I produced when I was chased by an old lady who thought I stole her freedom...
even SPM which I thought was a Major exam isn't up to par=.= ....
I remembered when I took the exam...half way through the papers... I thought to myself... Am I actually doing the actual SPm paper? ....

the intensity of this test is so high that I actually saw some of my coursemates sweating eventhough the lecture is bloody freezing....like 18 celcius? ...
never had I thought that flipping of papers could be that violent...
scribbling sounds of pens so messy...
and tapping of calculators that rapid....

and worse thing is.... I DID NOT FINISH MY LAST QUESTION!
so I pray to the Higher Beings to bless me and secure my scholarship please...
Thanks...

Conclusion : I must study smarter and harder... HMMPH!


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Stress!! T_T

yesterday I just finished my Biology and Chemistry paper...
which I...studied... I suppose 60% for it?
T_T
surprisingly... Bio is harder.... CURSE THE PAPER! ISKH!
I don't wanna lose my SCHOLARSHIP!!!
WEEEEhhhhhhhh.........

and this Thursday is Physics test and Maths.... WORSE!
I bloody suck at calculations.... =.=
so what now....
what now.... 30 minutes more to study because this evening....
its TALENTINE NIGHT!
WOOHOO~!
lol...
I am such an arse....
I'll keep you guys updated on the event if possible...

(btw so many interesting stuff happened =.= ) I'll try to bring you guys back in time with me soon :D )

See ya guys later....
Stressed out now....


Conclusion: STUDY EVERYDAY!

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