Far away from school~~

Ok ok... sorry for not updating regularly again =.=
haha... but recently I just lost the interest to write again...
I am still me... but not the happy me... I mean, of course I am happy at times.... you guys get it la
still having PMS...lol
Guan Da said its called "Emo Strike" for guys?
but I thought PMS sounds funnier so I'm still gonna use the word PMS~~

anyways, enough with hormones...
and sanitary pads...
its the HOlidays! yay~~...
well even so... sometimes I still feel stressed... if you guys still don't know me.. I don't know how to have fun when I am supposed to and work hard when required...
so I messed up my feelings and energy and in the end I get nothing done...
and I blame myself again..
wow, I am actually causing lots of pressure and chaos to myself aren't I?

but anyways, during the holidays I did enjoyed myself~~
I drank beer...
I ate some very nice food~~
and I watched some very nice moovies~~
and OH MY GOD!!
I REALLY REALLY LOVE MADAGASCAR 2!!
lol its so freaking damn funny, I never really enjoyed laughing to a movie for a long time already....
some people said Madagascar 1 is better... but I kinda forget how was it already... I guess I was very tired when watching it...
but anyways!! LOL the characters are damn funny...
especially King Julien and his gay-ness~~ their expressions are really really incredible...
salutes to the creative team and producers..
and the penguins! lol... and that old lady... who is kinda irritating.. and she walks weird..lol I laugh everytime when I see her walk..=.=
and that big CHIPMUNK thing which cannot stop laughing! -.- lol...
i really love that one...
anyways, its a very very enjoyable show..
I'll recommend it to anyone :D

and I watched James Bond-Quantum of Solace...
lazy to check the dictionary for the meaning though...
damn... I love the action sequence~~ the way the camerawork moves and how the actions choreography was potraited was one hella ride... really intense ^^
and Olga kurylenko is very very sexy~~ and HOT...
szzz......
smokin~~
well of course, I get to become a pig again...
sleep and eat.. and sleep...
and play....

oh yeah, My aunt from penang and kl came!
with my lovely cousins~~
and a friend..
lol who I don't know and don't care to be honest...

and then we catch up on each other lives again over tea...
and my stupid weight gaining plan failed...
miserably.. I actually got to tone my biceps and triceps into a nice shape.. but it went back to girly slim after 3 weeks of not going to the gym=.=.... damn...
I seriously need a membership and a coach or something...

oh yeah, went to Jusco and few times and Kah Moon is working in Skin Food, and boy she does look good with her new hair...
and Jessica...well, she's always her...
she's working in Green Box XD !!!
so enough with this post....
gotta go....Ewww... creeps... we look down on you.... BAhaha...

Conclusion= I ain't doing anything meaningful this holidays... T_T

what now...

so my test 3 is over... 2 days ago...
so what now? fun? well right now I'm not really excited about the break...
got kinda emotional because of numerous factors...

well anyways... I've lost track of my high school friend's life...
and I don't know where to start...

am I really troubled emotionally and physically or is everyone going through the same thing as me... either this is puberty and raging hormones... all its just the dark inner world I'm living in and everything from the past, the present and the future I predict rolled into one ....

once again... I feel trapped...lost...confused... and haunted...
by myself.. time... emotions... people ... past present and future...
I hate myself... for what I am... and sometimes I do love myself... but that's when I thought there are people who love me too... for who I am... but I am actually not just an average guy....
I'm more than that... I think too much... but I cannot stop it... thinking the unnecessary and creating more chaos in my soul and making myself lost in the world that should have never existed...

Dark secrets I have... but other people do... and I know that there are more people out there... far more tragic than me... far more unfortunate...
but I am one of them too....
feeling so lost... and in deep torment...
yeah I know what you are thinking...
"this guy is pitiful"
"get over it"..."move on"..."be positive" blah blah blah...
tell me something I haven't heard of please...

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anyways, that was what how I felt yesterday... and almost everyday....
I stopped writing halfway, today is a Monday.... a morning... where I woke up like last time... greeted by birds... and I can sleep well again...
ah... I miss the holidays...

and the way my mood changes like a girl=.=

HAPPY HOLIDAYS EVERYONE!!!!

CONCLUSION= cause you're hot and you're cold, you're yes and you're no~~ you're in and you're out, you're up and you're down, you're wrong when its right, its black and its white,we fight we break up, we kiss , we make up~~~ LOL I love that song~~

ARGHH!!!!!

TOMOROW FINAL EXAM LIAO LA!!!!!

IF I DONT PASS ALL= 60% AND ABOVE
I'M GONNA LOOSE MY SCHOLARSHIP!!!!

HELP!!!!!

CONCLUSION = AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!

on the bright side, after my finals, can blog again liao lu...
cause..
HOLIDAYS!!!
WOOPEE! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!! to me.. hee ^^

WA not bad wer...
as I thought that my 18th birthday will turn sucky and hit the sewage...
it actually turned out better ^^
A WHOLE LOT BETTER HONESTLY!

because you know, normally, as previous years my examinations will clash with this wonderful date ^^ and all I can do is sit down in my dining room... stare at my textbook.. and cry... whole day long... thinking how come I'm so sad...
LOL of course not=.=
usually, I'll just have a nice helping of delicious cake and sparkling juice! ^^
oouh I love sparkling juice....
sparkling juice...

with my lovely family... and so sad I never really got to celebrate with my friends especially my close ones T_T

but at least I received some heart touching presents before, so thanks guys for those presents :D

and this year was down-right ridiculous =.=
because I dunno why everyone started wishing me so many days before my birthday...
and one kiddo actually greeted me everyday since 1/10 until my actual birthday...lol
I must have did something pretty illuminating in his life ...
but honestly la... its weird to received birthday wishes few days before your actual birthdate..
give full blow ma^^

this year a lot of people greet me wer.. surprisingly, most of them I only met and bonded this year ^^
I honestly didn't expect much of this because I thought I'm kinda nobody in college...
so thanks anyway :)

oh yeah, sorry Christine =.=
lol I know you wanted to give me a surprise but I accidentally saw you passing my birthday card..so.. haha
and I am frankly, touched by you,Yong Han,and 234 because you guys planned my birthday surprise 1 week ago le...
I felt really blessed....
with the cake being ordered and the present bought one week ago... that really touched me T_T
i wanna cry already...

=.=

LOL

wa... and the birthday card was handmade wer...
and thanks so much again to those sweet and lovely comments^^

well, I had Dominos Pizza for dinner but that was really lovely to be frank..
cause I never had that pizza before and GOD I LOVE THE CHEESE
YOU GUYS YOU SHOULD TRY IT TOO!!

and after having dinner, I went to watch an episode of Taiwan Soap Opera ma... then suddenly hor... the whole room went dark !!!
O.O

lol, I thought what the hell happened!
kena robbed ah?
and when i turned around, someone smacked me in the neck so hard that i fainted...
and when I woke up...
I found myself in a luxurious restaurant with marble tiles...
and fully blossomed flowers... and champagne
with my friends sitting of opposite me with wider smiles...
and I think this is too exaggerating liao so I pull back...
pull....
back to..
reality...
LOL
sorry la , I just like to fantasise sometimes..
(hope you guys know what's happening)

so when I turned around, I saw candle lights slowing eating the darkness from one corner
and I thought "ouh...surprise ^^"
and my housemates sang me the Birthday Song ^^
and I was shocked when I look at what was written on the cake..
LOL



well, I would love to tell you fake,grandfather stories of a luxurious birthdays
like that crazy MTV show where those bloody loaded girls... no I mean bloody girls with loaded fathers...what was that show again?
oh.. My Super Sweet 16...
god.. you guys should see one of the episodes..
they have their birthday like they're gonna die the next day...
with sports cars as presents... designers clothes, and hot chicks... and celebrities.. and scrumptious food... and that extravagant entrance....
oh whatever...
you know what I think?

Honestly, our birthday isn't just a day where we celebrate the life of that particular person only
as most of you guys know but forget, our birthday is also the date where our mother gave us life... and struggled with death...
we celebrate that person as a whole and the people around him, which undeniably shaped him and grow with him... so a birthday isn't just a day for one bloke... its a day for everyone
which means to say, I am thankful for you guys, each and everyone of you for growing up with me and inspiring me...
and I love you mom ^^

(lol, hope I don't sound too gay )

I am happy with what I have now and I really love my friends :D
so, again, thanks so much for the whole celebration ...
I'm not used to being pampered...lol

so I'm really uneasy and feeling a little bit guilty frankly because everyone is treating me so lovely and I thought I was such a mean and cold person...
so ... I will be better to you guys...
and cherish you people everyday^^
(btw I saw these on the net... and I thought to myself.. I must get one of these my future birthday^^)
haha...
say it with me...
WA-LAO

Conclusion : I love you guys so much XD and this day really meant a lot to me and touched me in so many ways so.... THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!
ARIGATOU GOZAIMASU!!!
TERIMA KASIH!!
谢谢！！！！

RUn ah!! Kena tag!!

Question: What is your name? (Please give one answer)
Wong Qing Zhe 黄庆哲
好听吗?
AHAHAHA.... 38=.=

Question: What is your nickname? (Please give two answers)
erm... Alex...Alexander...Al..
SapeHexers...
Katakuna ( but only one person uses it..lol)


Question: Three books which you often read? (Please give three answers)
err... recently I gave up the habit of reading aleady...
that's sad...
but if I must say... I suppose Reader's Digest?
Hot Magazine
Galaxie Magazine...
(who reads books over and over again... when you can read new ones.. so I put magazine lur... don't think I so stupid dunno apa tu buku..)

Question: The things gained from Blogging? (Please give four answers)
the things I gained from blogging ah... I suppose I opened myself to the world and giving my friends a chance to know another side of me..
and to keep my friends updated about what's going on with me.. (although I rarely update right now..) so, I am actually strengthening the bonds with my lovely friends :D
and...
that's all (I think)


Question: Your favorite food? (Please give five answers)
1.Japanese food! very nice wu ^^
2.Western food! I mean the steaks and all..
3.desserts ...
4. I'm stucked here=.= cause I love to eat everything as long as its tasty...
5.Penang food!!


Question: Favorite songs? (Please give six answers)
1. What hurts the most- The rascal Flatts (this is the only song that made me cry so...)
2. Light On - David Cook
3. A thousand Miles - Vanessa Carlton
4. Take A Bow -Rihanna
5. Iris -Goo goo dolls
6. I will be -Leona Lewis
(actually I have a lot.... these are what I thought of currently...
and My lao po de songs no need write de la.. you guys know how much she means to me .. ^^)



Question: Places that you wish to go? (Please give seven answers)
1.New York!
2. Las Vegas!! (must go there gamble wu..)
3.Vienna :D there beautiful le..
4.Milan
5. Japan..I want see sakuras...
6.England...
7. everywhere la..
8 ya ho, Dubai!



Question: All-time favorite movies, dramas, or animes? (Please give eight answers)
1. TRANSFORMERS!!!
(SCREAM WITH ME!
TRANS-FOR-MERS!!!)
2.不能说的秘密 concept nice le..
3.Lord of the Rings!!!
4. Star Wars!!!!
5. still got what very 感动 de liao ah...errr...err... I forgot..lol but recently I watched Mama Mia and I love it :D
6.SAW!
7.(this one is drama... DESPERATE HOUSEWIVES!!! 很感动的叻...and of course 38)
8.HEROES!!

Question: Items that you wish to obtain? (Please give nine answers)
1. My Dream HouseS
2.A wonderful Car
3.A jet
4.A modelling portfolio and then a contract for Elite Models
5.An Oscar... hopefully more than one..
6.A Grammy...
7. An Emmy.. Ok la.. must be humble.. so I save some space, In another words.. All the prestigious awards lur... including 金马奖 and the rest chinese awards which names I forgot...
8.A Music label ...yaho.. plus Fashion line lur..
9.A nobel prize for bringing world peace and solving poverty and uniting each other's hands for peace and harmony... LOL



Question: You want to pass this tag to? (Please give the names of 10 friends)
I lazy go tag people le..

My Ideal Wedding Plan ~~

I mean for the moment of course, obviously will change in the future :D

1. How old are you?
me ah... in 10 more days turn 18 lur.. so must cherish my innocence.. LOL

2. Are you single?
definitely :D

3. In what age do you think you’ll get married?
erm around 25 till 33 gua... but hopefully before 30 ^^

4. Do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now?
not with anyone currently so...

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
I want to marry myself..
LOL!
no la ><>

6. Do you want a garden/beach or a traditional wedding?
erm.. I want.. a beach most probably.. or a beautiful graden .. just somewhere breath-taking will do...

7. Your ideal motive?
I also dunno what does this sentence mean=.=

8. Where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
well, hopefully overseas.. like Milan, venice, Paris, japan... but yeah, anywhere beautiful will do.. as long is with the one I love ^^

9. How many guests do you think you’ll invite?
all my love ones, my friends who are true to me and loyal to me... to those who are fake :D hehe... you sure will be missing an extravagant wedding... but I suppose those who read my blogs are my loyal friends so you guys sure kena invite de la dont worry ... especially to those who don't vote for me ah.. because you're so lazy.. you better dont even think about getting an invitation... because that time ah i will be so famous all my celebrities friends will come :D including my love- Avril lavigne....
(OMG I TYPE TOO MUCH)
LOL


10. Do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
extravagant- duh=.= with circus and fireworks and celebrities and everything else.. lol..
i mean as exaggerating as possible... you know me :D never dull ^^

11. Do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own?
err.. dunno... this one i will answer next time... but most probably a mixture of both.. cause you never know what may be in trend 10 years later...

12. How many layers of cake do you want?
ask my future wife...

13. Do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or a simple place?
yeah... a 6 star hotel :D

14. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
whole day ^^

15. You’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
no idea....these things dont matter de la.. to guys.. ask my future wife what she wants ...

16. Do you like a grand entrance for your bride(originally groom)?
well.. a bride is a bride... of course she'll make a grand entrance..I'll have her covered in diamonds a jewellery and all spotlights on her, as she walk down the aisle, fireworks exploded everywhere until she reaches my arms...
nice enough?

18. Name the song/tune you’d like to play at your wedding.
well I got this 2 already in my mind..
Iris- Goo goo dolls
I will be -Leona Lewis + Avril lavigne
and all wonderful love songs.. I'll make a list next time when I am actually planning for my wedding..

19. Are you a morning person or a night person?
err... night..

20. Do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
~ light 。。。

21. What age do you want to get married?
28-30

22. Describe your ideal husband/wife.
someone who is loyal and strong, who will stay with me through whatever, through life and death... someone who makes me happy :D ... someone who is loving and smart
and MATURED! (GOD I HATE STUPID CHILDISH GIRLS=.=)
someone who loves me for who I am ^^

23. Do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
fine dining

24. Champagne or red wine?
yea... LIANG GE DOU YAO!!! btw why no ask white wine=.=

25. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
ask my future wife...

26. Money or household items?
i think that time money also let her control liao..so ask her..

27. Who will pay for the bills?
ask her=.=...

28. Are you ready for married life?
of course not... LMAO! that's the funniest thing I heard.. I can't even handle myself.. too much things to do before settling down...

29. Do you think you will still be a virgin until you get married?
wa..=.=... you ppl say le... you look at me, so innocent...
LOL
comon... I suppose the 21st century generation is open minded enough to know that sex is well...
I mean its not really that critical... who cares whether you got banged b4 or not=.=
just dont go banging someone else when you're married :D
but to answer that... most probably not... LOL
naughty naughty.. ><

30. Will you always be true to your wife/husband?
yea...

31. How many kids would you like to have?
4! I already got names for them liao
I want 2 boys and 2 girls..
actually I only got 1 name.. I want to name one of my lovely girls, Rose

32. A new house for a newly wed or an old one?
New...hmm.. but if you buy a billionaire's house also good ma.. so ah..
ask her...=.=
CHam! I think I 'm the type takut wife de wer..
no la ...nono actually when I say ask her meaning I'll ask her opinion.. not everything goes her way..
lol
^^

33. Will you celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding or diamond wedding?
i dont even know what are those..
but diamond sounds good XD

34. What kind of cuisine would you like for your wedding?
no idea... next time only plan.. but of course those delicious and expensive cuisines

35. Will you record your honeymoon in a CD or DVD?
definitely, in DVD

36. Whose wedding plans would you like to know next?
hmmm.. those who wanna do just do lur then i come see.. I want to see RURU de.. but he no blog.. screw him...

The Mirror in the Sky...

yesterday was the Mooncake Festival and the atmosphere was well...
not really that exciting I might add... sad huh?
cause I remembered when I was young... my friends and I would run around in the dark... play hide and seek...light things up... burn things up... lie on our backs...watching the moon... and chat like there's no tomorow... and of course... devour devour devour...

but where did that went...
and what was I doing during last year's celebration...
Spm preparation I suppose...

sadly, I didn't got to celebrate the festival with my family...
not like they celebrate every single thing either... or some important things... like hmmm... birthdays... (thank God not mine though, cause I'll bring forth hella wrath if they do... creeps...)

and I didn't ate many mooncakes either...
damn, I missed the Chocolate Cheese I had last year... or the Jelly-like one...
or the typical red bean or the egg thingy one..

cause sadly, I was sleeping throughout the day at my humble abode...
which isn't that sad... considering the fact that I can actually sleep...
without interruptions from cheerful roommates/housemates who had to announce their arrival or call your bloody name when entering your room in a very very high decibel tone...
or the usual laughs during 2 am in the morning ... loud laughters from people who knows how to enjoy themselves from soap operas... so addictive that they can't sleep...
or the usual game of dota.... where reactions from gaming were magnified...
talk about gaming experience...

thank god... for my lovely home...
where my brother is considerate enough to put on his head piece...
but of course the main reason he's doing that is to avoid detection from our mom...
anyways, peace for both sides...

no worries about screwed-up mosquitos!! sucking the precious blood out of me (as we speak) and leaving me itching like hell... DAMN! I CAN'T STAND THEM ... T_T
and sadly! I'm the only victim in my condo unit....

and I never have to worry whether my bed is gonna collapse at any instant during my sleep...

oh yea... why am I talking about sleeping in my comfortable bed again?
wait....
ouh.... lol... the amount of things you say when complaining... but I ain't done yet..
nvm I'll save it..
so Saturday was just sleeping... a little bit reading.. and computer and my usual 1 and a half hour with my mentor :D (which is seriously enlightening... if it wasn't for the 10 am alarms... I would be sleeping till the late afternoon...

and Sunday... I went back at 5pm... to that dreadful place...
trust me (I don't hate that place... I love it actually, and sometimes even more comparing to my home... but in short... there are always the pros and cons...go figure... or come live with me ! ^^)
(guarantee you'll raise some pressure if you're the vulnerable type :D)

anyways... got back to my condo around 7 something...
and Christine was jumping around so eager to light up the candles at the balcony
at 11 pm, we turn off all lights in the unit..
and started arranging the candles ...
and then we lit them up
I gotta tell ya, it was awesome!
surprisingly..
and then we started burning things... loud music in the background..
LOL
since there's no lanterns.. we just took photos after photos...
typical ...
until everything was burnt off...
and we tried to watch the moon... but we're in a condominium and we had to tilt our head in one way and push our body a lot more to the side.. and..
you get the point.. we gave up..

then we went back in, feeling all giddy...
and Christine shared her mooncake :3
CHOCOLATE OMOCHI!

so... I could officially say,
I had a fun Mid Autumn Season..
lol
( I still wanna eat those bloody delicious mooncakes though T_T)

OH YEA..
i know the pics might spark something in your mind
but nah... ain't dating :D




Conclusion= I gotta go scratch my legs.... fucking mosquitos!! Curse your species!!